Cahaya Nur :- WildLife Lover "Cherish Our Friendship"

This is the answer i'hv been waiting for

2012-02-11T07:32:00.000-08:00

This is the answer i'hv been waiting for.

A British man came to Sheikh and asked: Why is it not permissible in Islam for w...omen to shake hands with a man? The Sheikh said: Can you shake hands with Queen Elizabeth? British man said: Of course not, there are only certain people who can shake hands with Queen Elizabeth. Sheikh replied: our women are queens and queens do not shake hands with strange men. ________________________________ Then the British man asked the Sheikh: Why do your girls cover up their body and hair? The Sheikh smiled and got two sweets, he opened the first one and kept the other one closed. He threw them both on the dusty floor and asked the British: If I asked you to take one of the sweets which one will you choose? The British replied: The covered one. The Sheikh said: that’s how we treat and see our woman....
A British man came to Sheikh and asked: Why is it not permissible in Islam for w...omen to shake hands with a man? The Sheikh said: Can you shake hands with Queen Elizabeth? British man said: Of course not, there are only certain people who can shake hands with Queen Elizabeth. Sheikh replied: our women are queens and queens do not shake hands with strange men. ________________________________ Then the British man asked the Sheikh: Why do your girls cover up their body and hair? The Sheikh smiled and got two sweets, he opened the first one and kept the other one closed. He threw them both on the dusty floor and asked the British: If I asked you to take one of the sweets which one will you choose? The British replied: The covered one. The Sheikh said: that’s how we treat and see our woman....

Hope you guys know the reason why =)

Smile Always

Happy Birthday Nurzafirah

2012-02-11T07:20:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday 23rd to Nurzafirah =) ... On 080212, i was on the phone with my buddy Fakhitah. I was on guard duty that night. Asked her a favour, to send my birthday msg to Fyra through Siti. I knew if i were to sms her she would'nt reply to me. Told me before. Siti told me if i'm sincere enough i should sms her. haiz. OK later before midnight before my shift, i sms Fyra 080212 2349hr. The feeling of knowing the answer was obvious. It feel like my msg will be ignore again.

Being and trying to be strong, waiting for the reply that night was painful till i went back to sleep after my shift. Alhamdulillah, feels much better after guard duty the next day which was on 090212. Thanks to buddy who advice me again and again. =)

Later that night 090212 2340hr, received a msg from Fyra. Felt relief. Thanks for not ignoring me Fyra. Once again, Happy Birthday to you, be a better soleha woman that every muslim man wanted. Insyallah amin your wish will come true =)

Assalammualaikum.
Quote: Smile Always Cinderella
Sincerely Pumpkin

Music My Life

2012-02-05T03:58:00.000-08:00

Who knows, my music blog is finally dead. Last update was October 29. Back from the long weekdays, i search and found this few old song. Just love the lyrics which make me think about life in the future too. Oh well. Here this are the song i listened on the weekend.

Ouh i've been posting this One In A Million song like afew times here in my blogS and facebook. Really like this song since the day i was intro by my bestfriend Eda, which this song and person was supposed to be me. That was the greatest truth she said about me. I still remembered the reason why this song, my attitute and the difference between me and other guys. The most sweet thing someone talk about me. Ouh the lady in the video is not chubby -.- "

Remember this song? Yeah this is one of the few songs too posted here and facebook. This was my daily song during my FYP in LAB. Listening to it every single day, in the same time was chasing the M.I.T girl Nurul Huda. Just like the video movie here, the guy try his best to get the girl to be his girlfriend. The same thing i did back then. Still remember the day with Hasiff and Azmir that i half vomitted while trying to ask her name. Shame on me, itu pon bole nak muntak. Takot sangat -.-. But yah that was all ancient history by me (n_n). I guess that why i still like and consider myself One In A Million hehe..

This pimple making me sick, unable to concentrate on what i'm doing at work. Oh, this month of Februarianno "February" is not the month i'm looking too. On the 13th-17th is the week for LAB CHECK. Really busy this few weeks making sure there are no mistake. 16th Feb is my birthday which fall on Thursday, i guess i will not be at home doing my birthday prayers "doa" with family like usual nor going out with friends to celebrate it. Then on the same week, fall on Saturday is my guard duty. =( I'm left with Sunday. I really hope i can take off on the next day, recover my pimple also. Amin...

Woodland Water Front Failed Sunset

2012-01-25T07:13:00.000-08:00

This was suppose to be Sunset photoshoot. But with the cloudly weather covering the sunset i couldnt get a great pic. Mission Failed. But i'm glad bestie was there. To tell the truth, she is the only friend girl i had pic taken together the most. She is the no. 1 followed by my poly buddy Ti. It was very windy, lots of foreinger coming and crossing us while taking pics. Some of them were looking at us. Feeling kinda paisey actually.

Thanks for accompanying me buddy Fakhitah=)

Punggol Park "Black & White"

2012-01-25T06:56:00.000-08:00

I forgot to blog when i went for another photography shoot. It was on 22/01/12. The pic can be find in my facebook Fresco Knight Gale under album Black & White.

So while on the way to bus stop i met this sick Myna, was laying on the side of the path way. I took it pic. When i came back from photography shoot at Punggol Park, the sick Myna bird was dead. =(

This kids reminds me of me and my ex classmate during Bowen Secondary school. Where we went lobster fishing at the Punggol Park. This could be their memorable day when they caught their first fish and was too excited till they kept shouting they got the fish XD..

Night at Punggol Park

2012-01-21T04:08:00.000-08:00

Maybe it is kinda creepy, but in the same time it was my 1st time when there at night and i saw couples from teens to old bird romancing in the park. Hope that i didnt disturb them with my camera XD. It was a beautiful night.

Ouh went back to check one of the pic and i saw something / figure. Creepy? Ouh well ;)

Marksman

2012-01-14T05:16:00.001-08:00

Alhamdulillah, for my range i got a Marksman. Through generation =). To be proud of it or not it up to every individual itself. For someone they would be very happy to get one, i'm not sure why i'm 50 - 50 hearted happy. It all because the last 2rounds in the magazine got jam. If not because of the 2 rounds/bullet, i could get a better score for my marksman. But then again i should be happy like my friends told me. Alhamulillah, praise to Allah =)

Free Thinker

2012-01-14T04:57:00.000-08:00

Today i was thinking about freethinkier believer, dont they feel emptiness? As for us, we have Allah as our one and only god to talk and seeking for help from him. I was thinking when they needs help or having difficulties when they got no one to turn too, what and how do they feel and how are they going to handle this problem? Dont they feel super stress??

=) Smile Always

NYP Open House

2012-01-07T01:07:00.001-08:00

Look who i found? Zhou Li my ex classmate.

Khalis my ex silat team from 2008.

Cousin Engagement

2012-01-02T08:19:00.000-08:00

1st Jan 2012 Cousin Engagement

2011 Refresh Memories

2011-12-30T04:59:00.001-08:00

Who actually believe, even i myself i actually graduated and get my diploma. Alhamdulillah, 2011 is over new year resolutions for 2012 for me is a simple one yet not sure if i'm capable to handle it. For the last 2years, my new year resolutions were still the same. But starting from next year, let it come to me. No point chasing things that i cant get. My new resolution for next year, to be active back on Martial Arts. Please let my injury recover asap. It gg to be 2yr now. =)

Let refresh what i'hv been through 2011.

Ex-classmate Bowen Reunion. One of the moment of the beginning of the year 2011 where we went for Aliff engagement. There is always good and bad thing, so the bad thing was afew of them paitao which didnt turn up at the last minutes. There where i got mad with those kind of species. Well it up to them now. As ex class monitor, i have done my job till now.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/01/alif-engagement.html

On 2 Jan 2011 one of the famous malaysian actor passed away, it was a shock to us. Especially to his family. Arwahyarham Faizal Yusof. Al-Fateha
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/01/arwahyarham-faizal-yusof.html

Remembering my late younger cousin 1year Siti Fazlina bte Rahmat. Al-Fateha
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/02/1-year-gone-fazlina-btw-rahmat.html

The last day of my attachment before graduating my NYP Diploma
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/02/last-day-of-attachment.html

March 5 2011, one of my friendly pet Love Bird named Fazley died. =( I still remember he lick my nose of the times =(
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/03/good-bye-fazley.html

March 11 2011 was the best holiday ever after finishing my attachment. It was my 1st time i went for holiday without my family and went with my silat friends. Those were the days, Genting Highland was the best place and such beautiful place i ever been. Hoping to go more place with that kind of peace environment and nature.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/03/genting-highland.html

Zoo! I went to zoo 2 times in 2011. The 1st one was on March 19 2011 with Hidayat & Akmal. The 2nd one was where i went alone to find some peace, getting myself away from everyone. I learned something by doing that, "Reason: i got to concentrate what i'm doing, concentrate to take my pic, take my own & correct moment to snap a pic. There is no rushing to it. It feel so fun do it all alone."
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/03/zoo-trip-2011.html
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/12/zoo-2011.html

April 6, was the day that we finally met each other. The 1st day where i met Fakhitah. She was my model of the day. We spend hours taking pics and knowing one another. She is my new buddy.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/04/photography-woodlands-waterfront.html

May 23, our 2nd meet and another photography shot as my model.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/05/henderson-wave.html

November 20, the 3rd photography with Fakhitah as my model in 2011. I finally got the best shot photography from her. Thanks buddy for being my best model. =) I appreciate it.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/11/photography-model-w-fakhitah.html

Silat IVP 2011
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/04/ivp-silat-2011.html

Sent my beloved brother to airport, going back to Mesir.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/04/brother-went-back-to-mesir.html

One of the best dream i ever had. Dreamt in a class full of photographers. For more click on the link and read it if you dont mind.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/04/dream.html

One of the most beautiful pic taken at sentosa. Sunset with 3 colour.
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Xroe9udpOzE/Tbg0O_BnE_I/AAAAAAAACgg/FfesMJpF-TI/s1600/IMG_9201.JPG

http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/04/sentosa-2011.html

Primary School Classmate Reunion
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/05/primary-school-reunion.html

Out to Woodland Waterfront with Silat Photographer. The most beautiful sunset and cloud pic i ever taken.

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-d2w2NPHPxRM/Tdp4-qE56DI/AAAAAAAACio/eG6DKJznG6k/s1600/IMG_9847.JPG

http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/05/photography-w-silat-photographer.html

May 26 2011, my graduation day.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/05/my-poly-graduation.html

May 30, went for another holiday with my beloved dad. Kota Tinggi, near to Genting Highland.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/05/my-poly-graduation.html

June 11, after so long i finally got to go out with Hayati. Went for photography experiment at Singapore Botanic Garden.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/05/my-poly-graduation.html

The nightmare, the month i got really pissed off with the guy who stole my precious thing. My Camera, harddisk, silat gear and uniform etc was stolen from me. I gone crazy day month. It hard to expressed it out till now how much my work and effort were taken from me.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/06/my-precious-things-got-stolen.html

I wrote this for those who really need this. For guys to know for girls to learn.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/06/for-girls-to-know-for-guys-to-learn.html

Out with Hayati on Nisfu Syabaan Night. Watched Harry Potter at Vivo City.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/07/nisfu-syabaan-movie.html

October 15, NS platoon BBQ outing. The day i went skinny and very fit =D. After POP SEY!
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/10/section-2-ns-bbq.html

November 9, my new unit. Celebrating CSS aniversary.
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/11/css-5th-anniversary.html

My unit, celebration
http://forgivingkid.blogspot.com/2011/12/1-amb-s4-cohesion.html

The end of this month 2011, there so much problem. Nurul Huda the M.I.T girl that i got crush on since the beginning of the deactivate her Facebook. Haiz, i'm actually sad, if i'm the one causing her to deactivate i'm truelly sorry. Then now on Dec 2011 Fyra penguin deactiave her facebook. She been ignoring my sms, calls & facebook msg. She told me she wanted to get away from everyone. That including me, i'm so stress at that moment =(. Then my bunkmate have been giving me problems. Talking all bad thing behind me, i knew all this time they were talking about me, even if no one tells me i already know becuase it obvious. Also one of the time where they were smoking and i was on the level 2 just above them i heard their conversation about me. Because of this few guys, people been calling me "On Siow" aka "On Gile" which means i'm super on, always do work properly. Truthfully i'm just doing my work, the problem is they are the one, not doing their work everytime and get scolded my the superior. Because the superior praise me, they got irritated. Now, everytime doing guard duty they will avoid me as partner because they thought i'm going to do my work and without resting. What shit ! I really want to move on and sign on to SPF unit asap amin. Lately i notice my bedsheet turn brown, i guess someone is trying to do bad things on me. I pray to Allah to protect me from anything that they intend to do to me amin.

There still lots of things i want to let it out. But for now, let it be hoping for the best 2012 insyallah amin.

Zoo 2011

2011-12-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

Went to Zoo alone is much better then going in a group.
Reason: i got to concentrate what i'm doing, concentrate to take my pic, take my own & correct moment to snap a pic. There is no rushing to it. It feel so fun do it all alone.
Sincerely Zoo Fan...

1 AMB S4 Cohesion

2011-12-24T05:54:00.000-08:00

I'hv been tired and lazy to blog, this post was suppose to be blog after the cohesion on 14 Nov 2011. Watched movie at Singapore Plaza. Later we went to Nex Serangoon Garden for lunch as S4 family.

That night later, was in the bus stop waiting for bus to went back to camp. Saw this baby girl age around 2-3 yr old. Her mom was carrying her, while the baby facing the back looking at me with her head lying on mom shoulder. I smiled at her, the baby raised up her head and looked at me with her big eyes. Smile at me... Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww that was the most cutest thing happened to me. To think again when u smile at baby which is also known u as a stranger, the baby will stare at you. But she smiled at me after i smile at her back. Super cute la.

What i'hv been waiting to blog for Nov-Dec

2011-12-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

I'hv been delaying to blog, due to many things happening. When come to blog, i'm like 50% half blank. Errr this is so irritating of me.

Let me thing, hmm ya one of my noob story begins on Wednesday 07 Dec 2011. I want to get to know this girl. She work at Long John Silver at Yew Tee Mall. It been 3-4 times i went there. So i wanted to try my luck, but damn i was shy like usual, and customer getting more. I was afraid to ask, so i did something that no one ever done before I THINK. After finishing my food, i wrote her name and my handphone no on the plate with a CHILLI SAUCE, and make a tissue flower and left it there. Ok, my friend asked me how the hell i know her name -.- . She was wearing a name tag. FYI, everytime i went to eat at eg Mc Donald's, KFC, Long John Silver etc it a habit to make a tissue flower. So ya i left one nice tissue flower i made just for her. Hopefully that her friend didnt clean up my table, was hoping that the girl i want to do it. Tonight is sunday, been 5days, i guess that it. LOL .. Ok that was one of my noob/bullshit thing i ever do. I share this to my best friend Fakhitah. Well she nag at me that i was noob and done a big mistake. She told me to go for it, not the one i did.. haha Shit, i'm so shy that night. Feel kinda dump too.

Next, Fakhitah finally went back to Indon. How lonely i am now. My best friend is on long holiday. Most of the night we will be on the phone. To tell the truth, i'm using prepaid card. I usually can save $18 prepaid card for 3 month. But last month i have been topping up like 4 time just to talk to her. Well now buddy, hope you will be doing fine there. Take Care and Smile Always.. =) Remember that. By the way sweet buddy, thanks for the movie link. Appreciate it.

Right now, i'm still refreshing my memory what i'hv been doing for the past 1month.

Ouh today, im finally back from 24hr guard duty shift. Having sore eye right now. Tummy getting bigger and my jean are tight right now. While doing guard duty, heard so many unusual sound. Freaking scary, but Alhamdulillah didnt see anything Thank God.

Next, regarding about friends. I notice and learn to chapther of friendship in my life. (1) friend that you have known for such along time, sometimes will tend to say word harshly as it is normal to you, but to others they dont really say it out. Because right now i am being the one who getting this nonsense, been helping doing his work w/o asking him to payback, but instead he said something he shouldnt too. I rather keep it myself for now. (2) i notice that some friends like to say bad things about others, but went come to thing again, he is actually doing the same thing like the person he was talking about. He might not realise that nor deny that he isint like that, but to "US" slowly it is showing up. His true colour are almost the same to the person he has been talking about.

I'hv asked my supervisor that i want to change and be transfer to other unit. I want to start a career and want to get marry as soon as i'm ready when i'm ready? =)

Lastly, i'm feeling lonely..

Smile Always Readers.

I miss my best friends
Fathul Nur Hakkim, Arafat, Nurzafirah Penguin, Ti & Fakhitah. =(

The Mixed Feeling (=(

2011-11-27T03:53:00.000-08:00

Today is Faezzah birthday, she is one of my kick boxing buddy for the past 4 years. Happy Borthday Faezzah. So today i'm the 1st one to reach vivo early "like always the 1st one to reach" just to book the movie ticket for us, me and Fakhitah. I'm sorry that i couldn't get to book the Twilight movie for her, i know she going to be sad about it, so i book the Puss In Boots movie at 1520hr.

After celebrating Faezzah birthday, Fakhitah called me that she cant make it with a reason. I understand and i should understand too. Mum didnt let her go, so with respect i have to cancle the plan. I believe in one thing, no matter & even last minute decision they make; may hurt us, we should never sulk or mad at them too long.

My reason to readers, I once too many time sulk with my parent and used to mad at them for so long. Right now after going through BMT, i learn so much in live, every time before i go back CAMP & return back HOME, my mum will kiss me. Making sure my things are all clean even though i told her i will do it by myself, yet she still do it for me. My dad, he still want to give me money even though i told him i have my ns salary. I've grown much thanks to BMT. I now treasure my parents, i now getting and letting myself getting nag from my parent. I dont mind because i know they care for me.

FYI, i feel so really down that i didnt get to meet you, already missing buddy. I have so much thing to say just now when in the train, but right now i'm blank to the max. You going back to indon, i didnt get to meet ya to say good bye. 1month plus is long enough.. Mix feeling too (=( , good thing is you get to stay away from that stalker guy and the not so good part is ya today thing. But hey by tomorrow i will be ok for sure. Insyallah. Only Allah knows my feeling right now. To you buddy, must be cool ok.

Feyra quote "Smile Always"

Photography Model w Fakhitah

2011-11-20T03:50:00.000-08:00

After 4 days of boring course from tuesday to friday, finally got the time to have fun with taking picture with my model Fakhitah.. Ain't she preety now. Photography took place at Esplanade. I think Fakhitah and me look similar somehow. Have to book in in 1hour time. Assalammualaikum readers..

CSS 5th Anniversary

2011-11-09T01:52:00.001-08:00

It the 5th Anniversary for CSS, and i got to celebrate with them. =) Here below is my new unit that i was transfer. 1 week before we lost one of our fren where he was involve in a police case which i wont say it here. To my fren, we will wait for you to come out. =)

Investiture 2011

2011-10-29T08:53:00.000-07:00

Today went for Silat Investiture 2011, ohh ya for the 1st time i didnt bring my DSLR camera along. Heee i guess it time for me to slow down and let others do their work. No more hard uploading for me, not my job hehe.. Anyways congrats to all with their new position. =) Alhamdulillah investiture was ok, could be better.

Ouh anyway, i have been thinking lately for the last few weeks, i'm actually and slowly got a crush on someone from my silat batch. Well dont think about it so much, crush dont really stay that long right?

Regarding on my Unit which i was posted, i'm not sure if i should be glad that i get a storeman unit or i should be glad about that. I told so many friends about what i felt, what they say i'm lucky because i dont get the hard training like them. Relax work. Well i told them the same thing that i'm a person who like to go for adventure and exprience the nature and being a LEADER. Right now after so many times releasing my feelings out, now my heart is on 50 - 50 side. Im having an easy job. Well Alhamdulillah i should have too, rezeki Allah to me.

Assalammualaikum =)

Sentosa with Diah

2011-10-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

Thank You to Diah, who willing to spend time with me after =). After buying the new Zoom In lens, it time to test it out.

NS. Most girls dont know how much guys feel when they got to book out from camp. We need rest and feel free,. Asked afew of my guy frens out, they ordy have plan. So Ayis asked my girl frens out, but most of them dont feel like going. Ohh well till this week finally got a chance to let out my feeling/stress, talk to her make me feel better. Thanks Diah for accompanying Ayis. Appreciate it so much. Next week NYP SILAT INVESTITURE.. Yeah..!

Section 2 NS BBQ

2011-10-15T06:04:00.001-07:00

BMTC 3 Raven Company Platoon 1 Section 2

It our outing BBQ together, though some ppl still didnt attend for it, we still make it a blassst.. Knowing the new unit result i felt so sad and dissappointed. From the top 30 best, i was transfer to Supply Assistant ORD aka Storeman.. I felt really sad, why did i get that position. It could be i'm short or either it my 2.4km run result that pulled me down. Over all im sad that night till now..

Pics with our Sergeant Naufal and my Section 2 mate

Labrador Park

2011-10-15T06:01:00.001-07:00

13 Oct 2011

Labrador Park was nothing and boring, but one thing for sure i'm satisfy was my new Zooming camera lens for my DSLR 500D ... Heeee.. Accompanied by my photographer fren Hasiff

A day out with Friends

2011-10-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

Today i am suppose to go out with Fakhitah, either Sakura or Photography. But thing didnt turn up right, didnt get any reply from her. So i went out alone from 2pm till 4pm plus at Upper Seletar Resevoir hoping that Fakhitah would reply me back at the same time. It was my 1st time going there. It was nice and peace place. Having sore eye again is a worse timing when taking pictures. Was enduring the pain.

Later then Hassif asked me if i would like to join them for Karaoke. Yes i did. Thanks to them tagging me along or my day would be a boring day before booking in again tomorrow night. Thanks guys.

They told me i am getting darker...... Sad but it is true.

Hari Raya

2011-09-25T01:10:00.001-07:00

Finally i'm left with 2 weeks before POP aka Passing Out Parade. Many things have we been through in Life.

Next, yesterday night, finally i got to celebrate Hari Raya like "duhh FINALLY". Although only 3 house left joining with the Silat Raya gang.. Thanks guys for make it happen =)

Dream of 2 sweet friends

2011-09-10T21:12:00.000-07:00

Maybe I am too tired that I kept thinking of them till I dream of them both by my side at the same time. I dreamt of Fakhitah when we went out for lunch/dinner when me and Hayati saw each other. Then the story begans here which i dont think i want to share it more here. Dreams is just a dream, but sometimes i wish it was true. This feeling towards them.

I tried to forget somethings that I shud have long time ago but this feeling for jealousy means I do like her

Becoming A Man

2011-08-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

I cant blog anything about it, to those who know it good. 1st thing i had lots of fun in there, in a bunch of boys group. Making us feel like brothers. Days pass after 1 month in there, been through heaven and hell, been the Platoon IC for my platoon, basically been fun. Though this body cant really endure much more hopefully i will become more stronger day by day. Pray for me to recover as fast as possible and be strong and smart. Amin..

To every muslim in the world Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. =) I have to return back to in day one of raya and i have to go now..

Smile Always.

"The girl who i thought that one day she would be mine, is falling in love with someone else" =(

Life as NYP Silat

2011-07-31T00:27:00.000-07:00

Last week on 24th July 2011 was Singapore Poly Open Silat. We had the great time, best cheer and come back support every seen. To Ayis that was the greatest ever cheer and support and it bring everyone bond super close to each other. Bad incident happened to our Warrior on that day, Ibnu dislocated his shoulder and at the moment my lens was on his hand. I almost snap a pic of his hand which was watery movement look. It freak us out, and Hakkim throw the white flag. Then it was Amy, who got kick to his right eye, but he insisnt to come back to fight but the ref didnt allowed him as it was bad. Here Ayis wanna say, Ayis was proud to be in this team, everyone actually cared and finally bond closer when this accident happened. It make us closer, to see that everyone care for each other. Ayis can see that, even Ayis cried when see Ibnu dislocate his shoulder. Most of us cried.

Then yesterday, we had out SPOPS post event at East Cost Park, Ayis really had a blast time with them. Got to learn how to Roller Blade for the 1st time. I'm glad to be there before i went to NS which is tomorrow.

Ayis would like to thanks to everyone who was there for Ayis. Commenting on Ayis wall & msg Ayis phone. Insyallah when the time come we will meet again. Amin.. To Ibnu & Amy recover as soon as possible. To Aminuddin you future in NYP Silat is bright. Go for it, i'm looking forward to see you for the next GOLD MEDAL.

Ayis proud to be part of NYP Silat Team.

Muhammad Faris

Known as Van Damme in NYP Silat

Nisfu Syabaan & Movie

2011-07-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

Nisfu Syabaan is the one of the Special Day in Islam calender. Recite surah Yassin in Al-Quran for 3 time. The 2nd recite made me tear up, bcoz of the few wish/doa i made earlier. Actually it is the same wish/doa everytime i went out from home.
1. Long live grandparent, parent, siblings.
2. recovery
3. Be a normal person and believe in miracle that Fakhitah, Zafirah"Penguin", Ismail & Alif recover from their sickness
4. my lost item to be return
5. Showing me the right path
6. work as a policeman in the future7.
and few lots more .. Amin

Today, i was listening to this old favourite song of mine. Asmara Ini by Fazley. Was listening this song since beginning of my journey to Vivo and going back home at night. It was on repeat mode. It been played more then 30 time.

While waiting for Ati to reach, i was outside the Starbuck. Listening and looking at the ocean. It was super nice and peace. The wind was friendly to me too. There this moment when 3 philipine ladies came to me and talk to me in their language. I nod my head as if i understood what they are talking. They want me to take their pic. Then talked to me but i was like ignoring this, and asked me if i was a philipine guy. I said no.. LOL do i look one?

I would like to thanks Hayati aka kittengirl who accompany me to watch Harry Potter in 3D, and it was soo nice chatting with you till at night. :) Thanks again.. Appreciate it..

Mac Ritchie Photography

2011-07-08T16:47:00.000-07:00

7 July 2011

Went for another solo photography with nature. The setting on my camera was wrong, and went back home totally 50% of the pics turn to be not really nice. Saw afew lot of time lizard. Could be their mating season?

The swallow bird were being soo nice and friendly to me. It been flying laps passing me and singing me. It like they are accompaning me the whole day. So i took their pic. I think they like it :D

On the way back home, i found Green Pigeon which i think it rare. 1st time i see in my life and took pics of it. Anyone who dont really know Green Pigeon should google it :D

Smile Always :)
I Miss You Fren

For girls to know For guys to learn

2011-06-30T10:33:00.001-07:00

29 June 2011
Before gyming, i was in a bad mood, then i got pissed off by those guys who dont shave their armpit hair. It wet, and made me mad. Till during Silat training, she was there. Huda the M.I.T girl i got crush on. It was obvious, i purposely make myself to let her see that i was looking at her. She saw me looking at her many time. But hey, in the same time she was looking at me many times too. Vice versa.

Ok maybe i should take note to this few things i kept thinking since ITE days

It ok to be rejected by girls, it will make you strong

If the girl rejects you, Saying NO with a valid reason you should move on

If the girl rejects you but without valid reason, maybe should you give a 2nd-3rd try. See yourself what is missing in you. Be confidence & cool. Look smart and most importantly SMILE.

If the girl shy and ran away or said something/mumble that you couldnt hear, means she really shy. Give her some time to think about it.

If the girl turn her back quickly without saying any answer, you should stop and give it another try next time. She is either shy or not interested in you

If the girl says huh and blur at that moment, then say no. Definitely you should back off. She got someone else or really not in a good mood.

If the girl rejected you in a shy way, and said No softly or shake her head mean she is rejecting you. BUT, you still have the chance to win her heart because she needs time to know you especially when a stranger approach here out of sudden.

Ok, for what i exprience since ITE, not that much of exprience anyway. Ok since ITE days, i learned from my friends and from my mistake. Maybe no. 7 suit me best i think. I actually a stranger to her, i suddenly approach to her and told her if i could know her. I was blur at that time too. That make it worst maybe that was the reason, but she told me that she never had any relationship before, could be she was scared too. She rejected me 3 times i think. Everytime i saw her, she will look down and try to avoid looking at me.

Too many time it happen this way, it make me stronger. Reason

She might be really shy

When you got rejected in a nice way, and you know that she is still available although she is always shy, what make US GUYS over the world thing? It a great challenge for us. The harder she try to avoid, the harder she is, the more you want her to be yours. Am I right guys? Especially went you know that she is inexprienced about relationship. This are the girls that guy like me want to make them as life partner.

Then letting her see me looking at her, knowing that NOW she finally have the courage to look at me more then few times, it just make me excited to look at her back. Making me want to approach her again.

I will update this again soon Insyallah with more exprience. To M.I.T girl, i wish you could be mine IF YOU ARE STILL AVAILABLE. One thing that make me lose confidence to confess to you is your ring you are wearing. If you are not available, tell me next time went i or my friends Syafiqah approach to you. :)

Wassalam
Farrisk Nur Ais

My Precious things got Stolen

2011-06-20T21:40:00.000-07:00

18 June 2011
On 18 June 2011 after Silat training, we went to Mr Teh Tarik for lunch. After eating, i forgot to take my bag and luckily Hazmi was there to pick it up. I was really high after eating the chili padi. Then went to Al-Muttaqin Mosque to do our Asar prayers. There again before we left, i forgot to take my bag again. I brought 2 bags, which is my DSLR camera bag & Harvest sack bag aka ITE bag. But i was careless again due to high effect i left it on the sitting bench. NO ONE realise that i didnt wore my ite bag. Took bus 88 home with Hafiz & Hakkim they didnt noticed too. Drop and decided to go for aquarium shopw to buy Red Shrims for my fish tank. While walking, i looked at the mirror then i realise something was missing on me which is my bag. I quickly rush home and out. I'm not sure where was my bag, then i decided to check at the bus Pasir Ris interchange. While in the bus, i tried to call the Silat ppl, no one pick up my called. I sms but only 2 person replied me. Hafiz & Jumali. They were not sure. I really thought that i left my bag in the bus. Asked the bus office condutor whether if they found my bag. But NO, so i went to the last place we stop, Al-Muttaqin Mosque. Asked the office ppl, asking about my bag. There were no report about lost bag. I was like shocked at that moment. Then this uncle who help to clean the mosque help me. Asking ppl if they found my things. Uncle A told me that he & Uncle B saw and told whose bag was it. He also told me, they were scared to maybe the owner of the bag were inside of the mosque, so they didnt take it inside. I almost cried at that night bcoz i'hv been searching my bags in & out of the mosque again and again but no where to be found. They suspect this person, and old man who always hang out in the mosque. Uncle A told me about this old man. So i asked why, then he told me that most of the helper here saw him stealing the mosque money from the donation box. He even was arrested by the police too many time and also used to be one of the IMH patients. This person i met him before. Wearing lots of necklace like chain, bangles & rings. The 1st time i saw him back in 2009 i think, he kinda wierd bcoz went he do prayers, he was like rushing etc. Ok i wont tell more about him. On that night the weird uncle came to me and intro himself and asked me did i lost my bag. His nickname was JINGO. He told me not to lose my things and be responsible. I was really sad about losing my things yet he the way he told me like he was hiding something. Uncle A and Uncle B was there and really helped me & kept counselling me through out the time. They helped me to stay strong. On that night i kept looking till 11pm plus. Maybe to you all might be crazy person, bcoz on that night i even talk to cats asking if they found my bags. There LOTS of cat at night. I prayed to Allah to show me some sign, and i went back home to get nag by my mum. My dad told me he lost two time if im not wrong at the mosque. I didnt knew that he lost his bag there, bcoz i still can remember my dad going back home only with sarong/ cloth . Lucky he has his own driver.

Things i lost were Bag, Harddrive, Digi Camera, Silat Uniform and Sparring GearS with estimated total cost $655. My harddrive was really important to me i stayed strong not to cried that night thxs to Uncle A and B.

For Silat on 18 June, i told Hakkim & Faez that i wont be competing on the SP open, althoung i want to take part. I have my reasons, bcoz of NS, Injuries and i want Faez to play for NYP. Since 2009 He didnt get to take part, so why not giving him instead of me, bcoz Faez is much better with silat. :D Im not suppose to take on weight Class C anyway :)

20 June 2011
2days later, i decided to make a police report LOST AND FOUND. The police officer asked me lots of quiestion. I have prepared myself in my ipod and told them everything. The only thing i forgot was to bring my Digi Camera serial number. I lost my harddrive serial number but i wish and pray that with my camera serial number it will help. The police officer asked me whether there was CCTV. I said no. After the police report, i went to the Al-Muttaqin mosque to check on my back, still no hope. While walking i saw a CCTV in white cover and the view was exactly on the bench. So went to the office and asked if can check out the cctv. Akmal was there to help me and we discovered that the weird uncle aka JINGO was the one who took my things. He took my bag and place it on the top of the shoes rack. From the view the background was too dark and my bag was black. So it was camouflage. We were not sure, but we assumed that after the mahgraib prayer he didnt walked to the same place that he place my bag on, but he walked around behind where it was dark in the background to take my back. We can only assumed he did that.

23 June 2011
I told Hakkim about what happened and he told me that to make a copy of the CCTV into a cd. So we went to the mosque to make a copy of it. This time Hafiz & Akmal was there to help me. Thanks guys. We waited for Jingo to turn up as ppl over there told he always came to do prayers. But he didnt turned up that time. With anger rising, i'hv decided to make another police report from Lost & Found to Stolen report. Handed the CD containing the CCTV video. I prayed every single day that i can get back all my things inside my bag and my bag itself.

1)My bag, has been with me since ITE days and it was so precious to me. At home when i looked on my table i kept thinking that my bag was there.
2)My Silat uniform is my pride, after losing it im not sure if im good enough to be with them, and i kept thinking about it since the night i lost it.
3)My 2 pair of my sparring gears are so valuable, without it i felt naked during training. I need it to support my injured foot.
4)My digital camera have been with me since 2009. It was my 1st exprience to becoming photographer. It all started with this camera, it a treasure.
5)My Harddrive was the most important and i'hv kept thinking about it since the night i lost it. It like losing part of yourself. All the pictures & videos i took were inside the harddrive, and most dont have backup. I really felt that i lost part of me and it make me cried finally at home. All those memories, i kept. Losing my pictures is like losing my friends. There were lots of history in it.

Please return it back to me Ya Allah, bukakan lah pintu hati orang yang mengambil barang hambamu ini, pulangkanlah kembali Amin

Silat Selection & Botanical Garden

2011-06-11T07:06:00.001-07:00

Today was NYP Silat selection for SP Open. I participated in the selection. Some of them asked me if i was really into SP Open and i said YES. But actually i'm not really into it :) and the reason are :~

1. i'm already risking my old injuries to come back

2. every IVP i went to watch, makes me wanted to take part even only onces. But i didnt really make an effort to come to training due to kickboxing for the last 2yrs with them.

I'm never good in Silat anyways, so i thought why not give those who really want to participate for NYP. I made up my mind, make this selection as my own IVP game, and yes Alhamdulillah i do it by taking part in the selection no worries. It was just for fun for those who asked me if i really want to play. 1st match was with Freshies Adip, 2nd match with Faizul and 3rd was Faez. Didnt get to play with on the 4th match bcoz Farhan freshies went back early and my injuries especially my right foot hurts and swollen. If i were to fight the last match, i know i'm gonna get my butt kicked due to excaustation, also Farhan joined my used to be sport kickboxing cca. He can fight well, and i hope he will stay long in NYP Silat and take part. Alhamdulillah again, during my match i keep praying and saying Allah name again and again that i dont get injured.

Match with Faizul was the match im scared off, bcoz i knew his kick is power and i was hoping he didnt kicked my right foot. I was too worry about his kick and obviously i can say i didnt get to kick him but instead i was charging with my fury punch. He beat me honestly his good.

Match with Faez to me is 60 / 40. Faez got most of the point and he win.

Match with Adip was ok, i kept on attacking till exausted myself.

Alhmadulillah, everyone was great and Ais pray that you all will sucess and bring Silat NYP name higher =) . To Rifa'e he dislocate his right finger during sparring. Rest well Rif.

I knew for the last few weeks, someone was ignoring me. But the last 1 MONTH i can see that someone already not eye contact with me. If in anyway did Ais hurt your feeling, My apologies.

Anyways, to all NYP Pesilat Ais hope this is not the few last day Ais going to train with you all. Insyallah, i'hv been fighting this sickness and my brain still hurts for the last few months. Hopefully it not the part where i fall to the hard cement and fainted back in 2005. X-ray was done and the result =) ......

Next, i went for photography outing with Nur Hayati also known as Kittengirl back then when i started to know her :) We went to Botanical Garden. Ati was using Nikon which i'm not really familiar with. Sorry Ati, i wish i could teach you more about photography skill but i myself still learning. Sorry Ati, i'hv been coughing which irritated me too. The weather is nice with grey blue cloud after rained. It was my 1st time i went IN Botanical Garden. Took afew pics as i'm not really feeling well. Due to the rain, the place is wet and couldnt find lot of bugs. It ok, i hope this is not the last time i will visit Botanical Garden. It a nice place to have a pinic too. Went to Lucky Plaza for the 1st time for dinner with Ati. Thanks Ati for bringing me. Now i knew why the place is call down town, saw lots of teens hanging out. Ok, it not my type of place haha for some reason.

Too Ati, hey hope this is not the last time we meet up and go out together =)

Smile Always

Dream & Silat

2011-06-08T08:41:00.000-07:00

To my dear buddy Penguin Fyra, i dreamt about you again that you activated your facebook account. When i woke up and checked you werent there. :) Ais will be waiting.
To those ppl in my frenlist, i have 524 frens in it. The next thing i know, when i refresh my page i see 522. The next day 521. Today 522. Can i like know are you trying to spy on someone? Activate & deactivate your accout. :) If you are please, i'm begging you, stop doing it. I hate the feeling frens leaving me. Get it, leaving me?

Tonight, had my first sparring this year after so long not been in the ring with NYP silat. My match with Amin, was from a dream he dreamt of. Amin told me that he was gonna get punch. Yes on that night i accidentally punched his jaw when he was trying to sweep me. Sorry dude. But if you said you had that dream, congrats.

I'hv dreamt about many things that really happened, and while day dreaming too it also happened. It was a given ability from Allah. Dreaming about the future is not the only ability i had when i was young since kindergarden, i'm glad i'hv once tried this abitilty.

Only Allah knows the truth i had been through and only he will believe me. :)

Another Dream

2011-06-03T06:44:00.001-07:00

Another dream, i dreamt of her. Who? Nurzafirah aka Penguin. The who light my heart with her eyes, smile and chubbiness. I dreamt that you activated your facebook account on 2nd June 2011. When i woke up, i quickly check and search your name on my friends list. You werent there. :)

To Nurzafirah, do take care of your health anywhere you go. I hope you wont forget about your so call pumpkin here.

Smile Always.

Holiday in Malaysia

2011-05-30T23:02:00.001-07:00

For 3days 2 night in Malaysia travel with Sha Travel :D

Day 1 ~ Beginning of the journey, at woodland checkpoint the bus had an accident with the other tourist bus. Hit from the back, and luckily the mirror crack and didnt break to piece. It a Strong type mirror. Reached Johor, almost had an another accident when one of this car in the front suddenly make a turn left to right, the bus captain manage to break in time. This is what i really dont like to happen. But alhmadulillah, before we start our journey, we had our prayer with us. Like all ustaz & ustazah, everything starts with Al-Fateha. The mother of all prayers. Amin.

Reached Bukit Tinggi, it was a long journey from Johor to Melaca to Negeri Sembilan. Here am i, in the pics, it look like castle. Actually it a France Hotel concept.

Day 2 ~ I went outsite to snap alot of pics. Look what i found. A pair of Beautiful Swan & Black Swan. Also i notice something, from the view there is another tall moutain, and i can see from my view that the Genting Highland hotel can be seen from here. No wonder the journey to Bukit Tinggi was soo damn long :D. After breakfast, when went to our next destination, which is Rabbit farm, and then straight to Sunway Lagoon. The tour guide told me, Malaysia had their own so call USS.. haha he said Malaysia have their own Fira'un"eygption" human.. LOL.. It was a nice place, but i didnt go and swim, half of us went back straight to next hotel. Otw, we stop at the Masjed India to do some shopping..

Day 3 ~ Last day, we went to Chocolate factory. Believe it or not, the chocolate there was nice, and have their own unique flavour. Durian, chili, mango and etc. I bought some.. :D .. While stopping at Johor to rest and do our prayers, i found stray cats & kitten everywhere. I pity them as most of the kitten were sick. I felt guilty looking at them being sick, i cant do anything much back then. I force and told myself i shoud do something atleast a small amout will do. I knew they were all hungry, so i went to the Nasi Ayam stall, and ask him if i could buy ONLY the chicken. Yes, finally bought a plate of chicken. I feed them one by one. I still felt guilty, but i'm proud of myself as i did what i'm supposed to do. As Faris as Animal_Lover as Nature_Lover. Allah have show me the lights to be kind to animals & nature. I'm glad i have this feeling towards them. Praise to Allah :) See the last pics, that our funniest tour guide i ever had. No kidding, he is different from any tour guide. He was onces Mat Rempit, who had an accident and killed his fren. When in & out 10 times in jail. But now look at him, he said from Mat Rempit to Tour Guide, thats a big different change. He also play Muay Thai.. Cool :D.. He have his own history, and i will make my own good history.. Amin

All pics have been upload in my Family facebook account Ikto Hibuki & Fresco Knight Gale.
Smile Always

My Poly Graduation

2011-05-26T08:32:00.001-07:00

Graduation was not a blast and not all my classmate turn up for the graduation, well anyway thanks to those who came for our graduation. Appreciate it :)

Pic been upload in Fresco Knight Gale fb acct

Henderson Wave

2011-05-23T07:50:00.001-07:00

Hiking from Redhill to Henderson Wave to Mount Faber and got lost. Have to walk down all the way to Harbour Front with Fakhitah. Thanks for bring me there :) Sorry i was late -.-

Had a good talk with Fakhitah later that night at vivo.. It like, i'm having camp with her, i felt so lazy to go back home as the talk we had really is personnel and like we knew each other for so long. Fakhitah, thanks again for bringing me there & the chewing gum & nice talking with you. It was a blast. It been awhile i talked to a girl one to one face to face for more then hours. You make me smile. Yeah i'm noob lol.. Yet cool right3? heee Btw thxs for wearing blue as it match with the cloud :)

Ouh ouh ouh, b4 i'm off, haha yted we saw soo many couple at vivo doing their business.. Ok, maybe everyone used to it, but it was my 1st time seeing humanS kissing public.. Why no one storm this ehh? haha k

Smile Always :)

Take Care :)

Nur Ais :)

Photography w Silat Photographer

2011-05-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

Today went out with Silat photographer at Woodland Waterfront. Raudhah, Rif, Fido & Me. 4 out of 5 turn up. To our best photographer Yusof do take care and recover as soon as possible orite. We had fun taking lots of sunset pics. I just love the reflection of the sunset on the sea, and especially the Red burning cloud. It is soo beautiful, Alhamdullilah i got to weakness the creation from Allah. How happy am i when i got a good shot of this pic.. :D All the pic have been upload to my facebook photography accout. :)

Heaven Light pic

Sunset Reflection

Red Burning Cloud

The Heaven Cloud Call

Primary School Reunion

2011-05-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

Xinmin Primary School Reunion. It been more then 10 years i left my primary school, but yet we still do keep in touch with each other. Although only 12 ex stundet came down, it still worth it. :) Thanks for coming my ex classmate 5J & 6J . We had our dinner at Nex's Swensen. It was my 1st time actually eating there and the food was wow, Marvelous.. :) All the pic have been upload to my main facebook account :)

Another photography at Punggol Sengkang

2011-05-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

One thing for sure, the end part where the small river connect to big river is under construction. I couldnt get it. I even found a sign that the open field is going to be taken to build new building. Haiz, what is going to happen to this world. Lesser green bcoz they only thing of money. No more place for children to place soccer w/o paying money like we use too. Alhamdulillah, there was thunder & lighting but i prayed that let me finish my photography day and yes it didnt rain for the moment. :)

More Pic have been upload to fresco knight gale facebook account.

Amk Park Garden

2011-05-15T20:05:00.001-07:00

Yesterday went to chinatown to check some old toys & kamen rider toys over there. It was hard decision bcoz most of the toys are old sold bck to the shop, the kamen riders were sold at high price which came from Japan. Salihin bought 1 as he is almost complete with his rider collection, while Hakim Muzaini bought 3 yesterday. FUhh thts lots of money spend while i only bought 1. Pick the most aggressive kamen rider exceed gill.

Later then, i went alone for photography at Amk Park. It was a quiet place. Suitable for modeling photography place.

Sentosa 2011

2011-04-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

Today i went to sentosa and my goal was to take a picture of a sunset. It was going to rain when i read sentosa around 6pm plus. Dark clouds covering the sun and thunder flashing up. So i prayed please awhile more and let me take some pics of the sunset. Minutes later it show up slowly behind the dark clouds. This time i cant take a good pic of the sunset, the sun was abit more to the right then before back 2years ago, but i'm still happy that it show up. Because i believe in miracle, with prayers. Amin

So today, i met Kittengirl at vivo.. Nice meeting & talking to you again :)

BQD Orientation Night

2011-04-25T08:09:00.001-07:00

Went to gym with Huril around 12 noon. Later when to south canteen to see makcik, but she wasnt there, lunch with huril till 3pm. So i had to wait for orientation at 7pm.. suck big time haha its ok.. Graduation already so why not, before i miss this college..

While walking, i saw the M.I.T girl again. I look at her and she saw me, and quickly turn and talk to her friend.. Awww i'm sooo disappointed. She still shy. Still waiting for her to add me on msn or email or facebook.. Please please.. :( I wish i had her pic, so that i can keep looking at her soleha face..

During orientation, i'm suprise that there were so less juniors then previous years. I over heard the conversation Bryan & Keith that Marcus told not to msg any freshies bcoz they shud have know.. WTF.. Why Marcus.. You damn stupidity.. Dont act smart can you??

So orientation was suck till Marcus take over.. Yeah i admit it, he is good at something. Training.. But his attitute was never good since the day i knew him.

End of orientation, he introduced every senior that graduated. I knew he wasnt going to announce my name, till Prem shout. Thanks Prem. Seriously when he intro me to the freshies he said MY NOT SO WARRIOR.. See it always me, he always trying to make me mad.. Rude too..

He even asked Shifu to take thing for him, like WTF. Shifu who have taught him everything in martial art seriously he had no respect.

Btw thanks Inuka & my juniors who now become the senior of the freshies, thanks for coming.. :)

Club Crawl

2011-04-21T09:15:00.000-07:00

Everyday I'm Shuffling!
Yeah for 2days of clubcrawl, we have been shuffling dance with the song called Everyday I'm Shuffling. Also been 2nights i have been sick and sleep very late. Well i do my commitment for NYP silat this year before i graduate. :) Lots of pics taken and will upload it soon in Fresco Knight Gale facebook account.

So guess what people, today i saw the M.I.T student that i got crush with, and this TIME I GOT MY BALL to confess. I confront her when everyone start shuffling and lights out.. That where i confront her. Ok, this is my 1st ever crazy try asking her if i can know her. Cool of me, its ok 1st rejection just make me stronger and i really hope this will make me more strong INSYALLAH.. :)

I didnt stop, and i try round 2. This time, thanks to Faezzah who help me to write what i want to say in a piece of paper. Faezzah wrote down My email address and said " i hope to get to know you as i'm going to gradute soon. If can do add me on msn or facebook" ..

Hmm well, it was still not a good try when i think of that again. I wish she would add me, and i will keep praying that she does. Amin

Dream

2011-04-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

22 April 2011

Love the dream i had just afew mins ago. In photography class, where i learn all about photography. Argue w this lady in my dream, end up being close frens at the end of my dream after sound of my alarm clock wake me up afew times. Falling in love w the her, and start being friendly. We learn photography skills. When come to the last day school we cried, and i was crying too. This is the best dream + feeling i had one along time ago. Gonna miss you teacher & classmate and unknown lady in my dream. Although your face slowly fade from my memories.

Brother went back to Mesir

2011-04-16T08:36:00.001-07:00

At the airport around 10pm plus going to 11pm, sending my 2nd younger brother to airport. To people who receive my sms & reading this blog please pray for my brother & his friends safety Amin.. All pics will be upload to my Family Facebook account.. Do at that account if you havent.. :) Smile Always

IVP Silat 2011

2011-04-09T21:20:00.001-07:00

Finally i have done uploading all pic in Fresco Knight Gale facebook acct. Took me 6days to finished.. Was really busy, end up exaausted myself. Feel so sleepless.. pics ramdomly upload here..

Ok This year 2011 IVP was cock up. Instead of 4days, change to 3days, it was a last min decision that the 1st day which was saturday change to sunday.. Next IVP this year start early then usual, instead of june they start april.. Hot hot.. Everyone was fuck up w the Pesisi back then when we got the news.. No new Intake, the sad thingi heard from my SP friends, they were having exam. Only 5 of SP silat ppl came to fight..

1st. Pesisi make their name really bad

2nd. We all have been taking about pesisi, how bad the judging had gone

3rd. We also been taking to ourself, about they only thing of money.. It true, why? Here i say, i think when they know that SP wants to organise this year IVP, Pesisi have to come to make it earlier.. Why, THEY WANT MONEY.. Im not the only ppl so said this, among of the group we thought of it too. Pesisi like purposely change IVP early. Without thinking schools are having exam & no new intake.. Stupid ppl.. So now SP have organise silat "SP Open" instead of IVP.. Poor guys who didnt get to join the IVP..

4th. Hakkim have decide that next year they will discuss that they will not allow Pesisi to involve and get benefits, and their scoring system will change too.. and hope it will happen next year and it will happen in NYP.. Hopefully.. If this things happen, the scoring system will be great. I cant tell it here yet and hopefully Hakkim idea will get approve from the other schools too.. Bye2 "Per-siisii" ..tsk

Im done..

Roger and Out..

Smile Always

Photography Woodlands Waterfront

2011-04-06T06:07:00.001-07:00

Photography with Fakhitah!! After we met, we dont really talk much, haha bcoz she brought her friend and i know im gonna shy to max so i bring akmal along. So she talk to her friend, me and akmal talk together.. Too Woodland Waterfront we start out photography. Me and Akmal was wondering who was going to be the model of the day.. Fakhitah was taking her friends pic, and i was there looking at them ..(n_n) It was fine hot day with them.. :) thanks for being my model of the day.. =)

IVP 2011

2011-03-27T23:24:00.000-07:00

Ok like most of us knows, this year Silat IVP 2011 was damn cockup.. 1st they anyhow make this IVP early.. 2nd all the school dont have new intake 3rd they only think about money whatever!! Ok, the last time i went for silat training was beginning of March, where i knew i was going to be "pancit" exausted like hell with my body weight increasing.. Im getting fat siol haha.. Then all the join hurts 1week after training.. Seriouly wow, i felt soo old.. Ok, yesterday i got free entry.. Cameraman for NYP silat.. Yeah.. So now & soon i will upload silat ivp photos at Fresco Knight Gale facebook aite.. Too Huril, i felt soo sorry for you after what you have been through yesterday. You wanted to fight since last year end up yesterday you didnt get bcoz of weight.. Hey make sure you eat lots and lots k Huril.. Make sure you fight next year..!!! Get that!!!! hahaha.. Too haziq & Nessa wow... Congrats, i can see you all improve alot compared the 1st time you join in.. :D

Zoo Trip 2011

2011-03-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

So 2011 was a cockup Zoo trip where last minutes ppl back down... K fuck it up lol.. Well thanks to Akmal & Hidayat we make this event is a sucess.. Well it was a rainy day. Still it was a fun taking lots of photo. Just that, some of the animals in Singapore zoo was not there, like Polar Bear etc was not there like wtf..-.-

But overall we had fun..

Smile Always

Take Care

Genting Highland

2011-03-11T00:31:00.001-08:00

Firstly, i want to thanks to Hazmi, Ain & Aisya who tag me along to Genting Highland on 8 to 10 March 2011. I had fun. The first time in my life i get to touch the cloud. Seriously i was having so much fun. With the environment & games too. Over there, i never forget about that someone, Nurzafirah =). Also i kept thinking about this two girls, kittengirl aka Hayati when we were sitting at Starbuck & No Rule Hooda aka Nurul Huda everytime i thought about photography. =) It would be great if they were here =). On the last day, i made a wish. So i flip a coin to the so called pond. I wish to meet this only sweet looking girl face "which can only be found in Malaysia" even only afew sec. Yes while waiting for our bus to go back to Singapore, i met her. On that very seconds, i was extremely happy. Happy i told ya. Although it was just to see her face expression =)

Full pics, in Frescon Knight Gale album

Assalammualaikum.. Take Care Everyone

Good Bye Fazley

2011-03-05T07:33:00.001-08:00

Around 1am plus, Fazley the yellow lovebird died. He been sick for 2days, vomitting. We dont really know what to do. What medicine to buy for you. =( Fazley everytime u see me, you will dance with excited. You the only lovebird who love to dance when see me. I will miss you brother. Your scratch to my nose, your dance, your voice everytime i came back from work whistling at you from void deck. =(

Before Fazley was buried on 6 March 2011, i told my brother to let Nur Ady to see you for the last time. Nur Ady was shocked, i can see from his expression. Losing someone almost for 6 years together. Nur Ady tries to communicate with late Fazley, looking down at him Nur Ady tried & tried. I know how Nur Ady feel when losing someone in live. Just like his late 2 wive. Now Nur Ady is the only Lovebird pet left. =(

Fazley 6years old.

6th March 2011

We family will miss you.

Muhammad Faris

Last Day Of Attachment

2011-02-27T06:53:00.000-08:00

Sunday Night, have the time to update my blog for Friday.

Soo thats it.. My last day of attachment. Sad.. Although i wanted to end it early. =) Hope to see you all one day.. I took my time leaving that building while saying good bye to my other IAP frens who went through attachment with me. I guess they dont feel sad about it.. LOL i always have the feeling onces knowing some people and then later have to leave them, i will be like emoooo.. Also i took my time to went back home too. I was like emoing to my usual place. Punggol Park. So peaceful & stressless. Every time i walked to the playground, near the bench, i would remembered my late little cousin sitting with her siblings =( Al-Fateha too Siti Fazlinah... Amin

Update for the passed few days, lately i have not been using my lappy as i got my own Ipod Touch. So this is one of the advantage, safe electricity, get away from my friends. Now, not even one of them even know i'hv not been online on msn.. Why bother. It always been me.

Well, now im not sure to keep my hair longer or trim short, it getting wavey at the back.

I'hv forgetten what i wanted to blog, well never mind..

Assalammualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarahqatuh..
Smile Always Faris Februrianno

1 year gone Fazlina btw Rahmat

2011-02-20T06:27:00.000-08:00

To readers, doa kan Al-Fateha to my late young cousin who passed away on 19 Feb last year after 3days my birthday.. Everytime went i think about my birthday i would think of her.. Mya you rest in peace little couzie. If you were still here, you would ordy b 14.. =(

Yesterday, was a shopping day for me. Spend $500 plus on a pair of shoes, tight Tshirt, shoulder protection for my injury & latest Ipod Touch =)

Fyra, :) Im happy went you w ctee :)
Take Care Sis..
Ais

Februarianno ♥

2011-02-15T07:42:00.000-08:00

Now it my day & night of February. Ris Februarianno, name taken from Nurzafirah, thanks fyra :) ..
I would like to thanks everyone who wish me (n_n, but like usual Ais never celebrate like other people just a simple food cook by mum & prayers from dad. There is one thing i want to share, my wish last year wasnt fullfill yet =(

"For my birthday i wish to have a better future from now on.. Good grades, no
more injuries, become what i wanted the most, to have a new gf"

For this year wish

"Better life, better future, good work, Police NS, no more injuries, recover FULLY from any previous injuries, a girlfriend either back with ex or new one Ais dont mind =) "

But hey thanks everyone for the wish, like "getting a new gf for me, taller -.- , calling me TUA aka Old, etc"
Thanks heeee

This are the guys who wish me in MSN, Facebook & SMS
116 wishes

Before 12am
Adek Hidayah Imesh
Austin Poly

12am
Himanlee excalty 12am kick boxing junior
Nurul Ashikin 12am few mins SP
Fakhitah RP
Hayati Kittengirl EX
Iis Herlina Religious mate
Asyiqin Bowen
Shristi kick boxing junior
Einn Salihin Silat
Wei Kang poly
Mr LVK poly teacher
Shanky Silat/RP
Ibnu Silat
Sharifah Nabilah Idol
Hidayat Poly/FYP
Shazrul Silat
Andy Poly
Kim Hue Bowen
Fitriya Tagged
Badiah Tagged

In the morning
Muarmar Ashakiriin Poly
Hareen Bowen
Hasiff Poly
Edwin Kick Boxing mate
Mitra Bowen
Boa Tri Poly
Ashikin RP
Arief Silat
Zhen Ling Bowen
Felix Xinmin
Natasha Bowen
He Seng Cris Bowen
Nurzafirah ♥ ITE
Hazrul Bowen
Saiidah Poly
Addison Poly
Akmal junior Kick Boxing
Maizatul Poly
Hong Zhi Poly
Nora Imesh
Faten Silat
Muhammad Alhabsyi Poly
Phyeza Hafizah Silat
Norlin Xinmin
Syaqiriin ITE
Huril Silat
Amalina ♥ EX
Yizhuang Kick Boxing
Aizat SP
Hong seng ITE
Tian Soon Xinmin
Udrena unknown
Adeep kick boxing junior
Inuka Kick boxing junior/ My boss
Chien tat Poly
Ti Poly/Buddy
Rifae Silat
Faezah Kick boxing mate
Maisarah kick boxing junior
Adithya kick boxing junior
Yoehana unknown
Khairul kick boxing junior
Nafsiahni unknown
Syafiqah Sap2 Oi ♥ Silat/Crush
Nuraa unknown
Yana Liyana Xinmin
Hafiz Poly
Yahui Xinmin
JJ Xinmin
Alif kick boxing junior
Syafique Religiousmate
Cindy Bowen
Adek Artika
Ifah
Shazzy Silat
Edwin kick boxing senior
Joanne kick boxing mate
Russell Poly/FYP
Yong Fa Xinmin
Huda Kindergarden
Barakah
Karen ITE
Annisa Silat
Ariel Bowen
Shuling Xinmin
Kikin Cousin
Zura Eda Tagged
Lester Poly
Khairiah Tagged
Muhammad Senin ITE
Aruna ITE
Doan Kick boxing mate
Inda Silat
Danny Poly
Ira & Farid ITE
Adrian Kick boxing mate
Eileen Poly
Ustazah Nisaa "Religious class Ustazah"
Syazani ITE
Thiravin Bowen
Azlan Xinmin
Zhiyong Poly
Nurul Huda Imesh
Izham
Wani Cousin
Zhirong Poly
Mr Ong ITE Teacher
Wei Ling Buddy
Hayati Tagged
Liyana Silat
Ji siang kick boxing junior
Atikah Xinmin
Kelly kick boxing junior
Zamira Tagged

The only thing i want to share, make more friends :) but hey the more friends the more email you receive (n_n).

Thanks to adek Hidayah for this old cute video :D, well im not sure i think i receive this video last year too hee, also Ais want to thanks adek for accomaning Ais counting down on msn heee :) soo sweet of you

Thanks to Shazzy, i was waiting for someone to call me ♥ Februariano
Thanks to Sakinah aka Kikin my lovely cousin for the 1st time in my life called me and wish me Happy Birthday =)
Thanks to Syakiriin the only ITE mate who wish me, sedih pe
Thanks to Hareen who made my day, wishing me & saying the Singapore Van Damme :D
Thanks to Artikah who sang birthday song for me, 1st time in my life although only in fb =)
Thanks everyone who wishes my birthday amin :)
Smile Always
Take Care

Thanks

2011-02-13T05:52:00.001-08:00

Yesterday night was great, zikir was ease minding at Al-Istiqahmah.. I will upload it soon the zikir2 i had record =)

Today i was soo happy to meet Fyra. When i was her walking towards me, i took a step back. Before i saw her, i felt so scared not sure, this feeling seram sejuk.. =S . Then later i gave her birthday gift. =) Thanks for meeting up with me Buddy. Today you were really Pinky Pretty. At 1st i was soo speechless & blank. Dont know what to say till the last few minutes the talk we had getting better. Also today i finally showed Fyra all the msges frm her since 2009 to 2011. Btw Fyra even if you didnt told me i can see your face that you were not really in a good mood too.. Sitting beside you looking at your face i knew something was wrong. But it better for me not to ask (n_n).

Again Fyra, thanks for meeting up with me. Happy Belated Birthday & All The Best to your tomorrow test. Kirim Salam kt Ctee too. Hope you like the birthday gift yg tk seberape tuu =)

Later i went to Punggol Park yo snap some pic..

Thts all ppls..

Assalammualaikum..

Smile Always Take Care

My Brother

2011-02-07T04:46:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, my younger brother came back home on Chinese New Year, but i was too lazy to blog now days. So here i go, every student from Singapore in Mesir safely came back home. I'm happy because my brother is finally back home. And now his hair is longer then mine, touching his shoulder.

It been awhile i didnt blog, too busy with family & games. Today i just have to blog. Tonight just have to be my emo night. I'hv been listening back all my song. Song frm my old mobile phone. All the emo song.. And seriously Fido is msn with me why im emoing now..

Right now, YES right now while typing im bursting my lappy volume.. Current song playing "Kau Ke Sayangan Ku" from Kumpulan Screen.

The last thing i want to do if i were to die tomorrow is to know who am i in your heart. =)

:) i just have to listen tonight music..
Dont bother me..
Assalammualaikum

Punggo Park Another Day

2011-01-29T05:24:00.001-08:00

Today, i'hv decided to go to Punggol Park and luckily the rain stop. Although it wet, i had fun by myself like usual. Well who wants to accompany a freak like me out for photography. Most of them scared of bugs & big animals, told my frenS.. =) Its ok, i rather go by myself hehehe.. Yes, it was a boring day too. Not much bugs can be found during raining season. Most of them can be find in the shelter like this pic i hav..

Smile Always..

To my beloved friends, Nurzafirah Fakhitah Ismail Alif everyday i pray for you all that miracle will happen.. Insha'allah Insha'allah Insha'allah..

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..... Take Care

Photography Contest

2011-01-25T07:38:00.000-08:00

Firstly Ais want to thanks to Inuka for this photography event.. Guys, please vote 5 of my pictures for this event =). Can3? Please3? =)

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Thanks You Very Much..
Appreciate It..
Smile Always..
Week 8 of Attachment, 4 more weeks to go.

True Blood

2011-01-10T07:11:00.000-08:00

Since young, i kept saying myself i want to be a vampire. There afew times at night after mengaji Al-Quran, i will shout out loud saying im werewolve, sometimes vampire too. Trying to scared people around. Haha actually when i grew up i think it was lame.. Shameful -.- ..

Vapmire is a cool character, where he can hypnotize ladies like "Ladiesman" and then later bite. Which is soo cool.. '(>.<)' .. Ok so tonight, was searching on website for any vampire movie. Guess what i found this.. Rawwww.. !!

Haha ok, dont watch if your age under 10.. XD

Just a short-cut film. "There something i need to tell you, I need to bite you" haha my new quote i guess.. Good Night and Sweet Dreams.

Anna Paquin - True Blood - For more funny videos, click here

My old favourite vampire song..

Punggol - Sengkang

2011-01-08T07:56:00.001-08:00

For more then 4months, i have been slacking without any training & excercise. So i decided to go for a cycle at Punggol Park. Hmm why not i bring along my camera, and i did. Photograpy while cycling =). So i start praying that i would finally have a great day today with photography adventure while cycling, hoping to meet cool bugs. For weeks i have been thinking about Praying Mantis, seriously when i was young there was afew Praying Mantis found in Hougang =). Missed those day. So i prayed that i would found one. Alhamdulillah, Allah heard my prayers, and i did found this praying mantis. Different from the one i met last time.
My 1st picture i took was this strange crab, someone have wrote something on its back. There were two of them on the river. Strange looking crab because the claw was orange in colour.
While walking towards the grass looking for bugs, something jump out. I though it was common brown moth on the grass, but nope. It was jumping & jumping away from me. Then i though it must be grasshopper, so i try to snap. Wow, it was actually a rare species"i think" leave frog with orange shining eye. Not really a leave frog, because it still unknow, but yeah this frog was camouflaging from me. So i grab it, it stuck on the dried leave. I pick up at shoot some picture of it. Wow, what a great day.

Variety of dragonfly, and this is my 1st hairy orange dragonfly i caught in my picture.

Another rare species to be found in Singapore, an Ant Mimic Spider which disguise as Red ant, which a great skill =D.. Cool right What a great day.

Finally this is the Praying Mantis. As you can see from the picture, i found a Lady Bird flying on the grass. I carried the Praying Mantis near to it, and with a quick speed it capture it prey on my hand. Seeing live from my eyes. Alhamduillah.. Praise to Allah =) Amin

Ouh ya, my weight from 59kg drop to 56kg.. =) Great cycling and photograpy adventure

This few months, i been thinking about my friends. I treasure my friends, and i have been praying this four people. They are sick, and i have been praying for their health that a miracle would happen that they WILL recover from their sickness.. AMIN..

Btw, last week when i gone emo, there this only one person who remembered me, who knows that i was gone. Change of blog URL & privating my facebook picutures. That person is Nurzafirah aka Penguin. =) My crush from ITE. Thanks Fyra i appreciate it so much, atleast i know someone which is you still care for me.

Smile Always everyone..
Before i end this, lets pray for those who left us including Siti my cousin, Faizal Yusof, Ustaz Azri Rabbani, Uztaz Adi, Ustazah Masturoh & Achik Spin. Amin

Lions

2011-01-07T06:53:00.000-08:00

People who talks alot about our national player, are one the one who really dont understand the game play & the thing that they have done. Seriously they dont even know how hard they train & they have been through. Does this people see how hard they try to win. NO! Because they are blind with ego.

So everytime the lions lose, they will be sack? In a game, there will always a losing & winning team. That is what they call game.

It is not fair to listen to people who dont even play soccer nor support our team. There also this people dont even watch, but when come the bad news, they will just say it anyhow, to blame them. Fact the fact, thats our people..

People who have negative thought, will always have negative thinking. "THE WAY THEY SEE THE PROBLEM IS THE PROBLEM".

Imagine, if you was the one playing for Singapore to make us proud, or your family member, end up being BOO from the fans... How do you feel? Those who never appreciate you for all this year? How do you feel when people around you wants you out of the team? When you are the senior in the team, and never get respected from the junior, how does that feel? Painful, Hurtful.. The impact of this lions feeling crush because of this people who NEVER THINK WITH THEIR BRAIN, BUT SAYING NONSENSE OUT FROM THEIR MOUTH.

Again i said, its not fair to let other people* to decide & judge. They are not playing or working & proving hard for Singapore team. The only think they know are to be sarcastic sick people. Let the senior of the previous lions like Fandi Ahmad teams eg, come and share and decide. It also not fair for that guy to judge alone. Minimum 200 ex lion player should come donw decide & vote for the best.

*people who dont watch, dont even know how to play & dont even know soccer especially those aunties at kofi shop..

Arwahyarham Faizal Yusof

2011-01-02T04:59:00.000-08:00

Mari kite sedekahkan Al-Fateha kpd Arwah yg baru pergi semalam. Sungguh mengejutkan bile dapat tau die pergi. Umur 32 tahun.. Khabar yang dengar dari TV3 Melodi, Faizal terjatuh, kesakitan mujur dapat merangkak dari bilik air. Bile di temukan tak tau sape, die da ok. Brape minit lagi Faizal rase saket. Di kejarkan ke hospital, tetapi meninggal di dalam perjalanan. Meninggalkan bekas Isteri Nana & anak dan Isteri baru yang baru 6bulan mengandung.. Haiz, sedih pulak.. Al-Fateha kepada Arwahyarham Faizal Yusof semoga di tempatkan golongan orang2 yang beriman.. Amin.. Al-Fateha..

Di lagi satu nk cerita, why Nana why.. Hari tuu baru interview pakaian sexy sampai orang ckp da tebiat ke.. Da la jande, skirt ketat.. Tadi di melodi interview, Ya Allah, Kening separuh da hilang.. Insaf la, baik2 muke da lawa nk jadi minah.

Salam Pemergian Mu Di Kenang.

Al-Fateha juga yg telah pergi Achik Spin, Ustaz Azri Rabbani & Siti Fazlina adek sedare Ais.. Amin ..

Alif Engagement

2011-01-01T06:19:00.001-08:00

1 Jan 2011, a day will be remember for some of us. My exclassmate from bowenian, Alif engagement. Its been awhile we didnt meet up and hang out together. I work so hard to organise this event, yet some FUCKING BASTARD PEOPLE always last min with stupid reason PAITAU/Didnt Turn Up. Some purposely turn off & didnt reply. What a great fren.. Kate brothers.. Brothers?? Na Bey Chau Che Bye.. We supposed to meet up at AMK MRT at 1130am. I was 5mins late, and i was rushing. Fucking arse hole, no one were there.. So i went to Alif place alone. Lost my way -.-.. I thanks to my frens who came by taxi, some were late & some drive there.. Thanks guys, atleast you all replied you were coming late. To those who didnt bother to reply my msg & purposely switch off their hp thank fucker.. Damn, like always i tot i was late end up im ther one early.. Seriously im cursing this ppl..

Anyway, congrats Alif.. =) Two more year you will get married, while i will be ORD by then.. =D Take Care..

New Year 2011

2011-01-01T06:18:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, i'm still alive and make it to 2011. Amin, Greatful to Allah. Oh ya, i'm not really celebrating new year like every year i did. Reason, i'm a muslim so i'm not really need to celebrate others calendar, why people over the world must celebrate the same christian calendar? We got my own calendar celebration. =) The truth i love & glad to be a muslim. As i grow up i realise people didnt know what they are doing. Following other religious while they got their own religious to do. =)

One more thing, i'm not really proud muslim people going to celebrate for the count down show. Seriously i dont mind, but hanging out guy & gurls together, DRINKs - DANCING - TOUCHING that not what we were thought when we were young.

Next for my New Year Resolution
1. My best not to eat "Peanuts or Milk", i have to prevent pimple from coming again
2. Rehab all my injuries
3. More Photography than Martial Art
4. Buy Camera's Flash equipment
5. Becoming The One In A Million Man
6. To Love & To Be Love
7. Do full prayers, as most of the time i would missed my Zohor or Asar prayers just bcoz of sch like Lecture, Lab & Pratical.

I wish everyone Happy New Year =) Remember people, if you are muslim try not to over celebrating bcoz we got our own rite.. =)

Assalammualaikum..

Somerset

2010-12-28T05:49:00.001-08:00

Yesterday, went out to Somerset w ITE Sis Zai. Had fun together watching the lastest movie Bear uhhh.. Ok sorry forgot whts the title.. XD But its a bear cartoon show.. :D Thxs Sis its been awhile we didnt meet up :D..

Welcome Back EdaBee.. =)

Smile Always Fyra Penguin..

Dreams

2010-12-16T06:35:00.000-08:00

On Monday & today, something happened to me. It like a dream come true. Or izit my ability slowly gaining back. Dreams or Reality? The dream i had 2-3years ago, become reality on Monday & Thursday which is today.

1st was the canteen where i was about to seat and suddenly remember a quick flash through my eyes & mind. This place looks familiar in my dream, said myself in my heart.

2nd was today, when i was doing my admin job during attachment. Where i was doing Microsoft Excel with colour RED WHITE GREEN. That was not the only thing i remembered, in my dream 2-3years ago i dream people behind me was arguing/fighting. Yes, its true, my asisstant supervisor was mad with someone dont no who..

Well, i need to pray hard now and wish my ability come back again. Dreams-Reality =)
I used to post what ability i had here, just lazy to find the link here XD.. Its ok, better low profile. Let my secondary schools & ITE YEP Laos team and friends know what i'm capable off.

Summary: When i was at the young age, there a black hole pulling me in, not sure what isit but i felt that i can control the pulling force. Than later in secondary, i'm able to predict the future, playing card game knowing what next, buying booster pack knowing what inside. Till one day my fren told me, it is "syirik". I was in religious school, and i learn that too. Since than i slowly stop what i'm doing.
Only when i came to Poly i realise that, i was given this power. I didnt practice it, so whats the fuzz about. Im not doing bad thing, i just know what is coming. And now =) i want to learn to control it.. Amin..

Long Update

2010-12-12T07:23:00.000-08:00

Im sick plus lazy to blog. But really need to blog this, which touch my heart.

During my attachment day, i got nothing to do so my senior who saw me bored everyday she decided to lend me the office book " The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People" . It is an interesting book to read, and true fact in human life. I just have to share few what i read and touch my heart.

" One sunday morning on a subway in New York. People were sitting quietly, some were reading newspaper, some lost in thought, some resting with their eyes closed. It was a clam, peaceful scene.

Then suddenly, a man & and his children entered the subway car. The children were so loud & rambunctions that instantly the whole climate changed.

The man sat down next to me & closed his eyes, apprently oblivious to the situation. The chidren were yelling back & fourth, throwing things, even grabbing people's papers. It was very disturbing and yet, the man sitting next to me did nothing.

It was difficult not to feel irritated. I could not believe that he could be so sensitive as to let his children run wild like that & do nothing about it, taking no responsibility at all. It was easy to see that everyone else on the subway felt irritated too. So finally, with what i felt was unusual patience & restraint, i turned to him & said " Sir, your children are really distrubing a lot of people. I wonder if you couldn't control them a little more?" The man lifted his gaze as if to come to consciousness of the situation for the first time & said softly, "Oh, you're right. I guess i should do something about it. We just came from hospital where their mom died about an hour ago. I dont know what to think & i guess they dont know how to handle it either."

Can you imagine what i felt at that moment? Suddenly i saw things differently & because i saw differently, i thought differently, i felt differently, i behaved differently. My irritation vanished. I didnt have to worry about controlling my attitute or behaviour; my heart was filled with the man's pain. Feeling sympathy & compassion flowed freely.

When i read this part, it reminds of me. I felt the same way too. SYMPATHY.. I can be annoyed & feel irritated like in the story Easily and also always thing of negative thing, but when i know the truth when i know the reason and why, my heart & my feeling change fast. Just like my old post about the Blind Old Man .

On Friday, after my Friday prayers i young girl stand outside of the Mosque gate begging for money. When everyone start going out, she quickly pulled her "Tudung" closing her eyes. I was sympathy to that little girl. She was really shy. I know how it feel. =( I donate some money to her. I wanted to tap her head and telling her to study hard but i didnt. I will always pray to Allah that everyone in my family in the future including me and friends will have a great life Amin.

After attachment, went to East Coast Park for class BBQ. I got lost like usual. XD Seriously 21 years living in Singapore, i dont really know much what bus to take. =D Ok, i dont really hang out in my life. Good boy stays at home. When i went to poly, that where i started to hang out. It true =)

That all for my life update..
Assalammualaikum. Smile Alway
Good nite.. Fyra update your blog plz =) you too smile always buddy...

Tonight Quote: The what we see Problem is the problem

Good Bye Nur Anis

2010-12-06T04:37:00.000-08:00

Today is going to be one of the history day for my family. Nur Anis fall sick and died. 6th Dec 2010. At the age of 1 year plus.. =) Good bye my 1st lovely female Lovebird that i breed. Farwell and meet your brothers. =(

Nur Anis is the 4th Lovebird i breed.
1st Nur Ais
2nd Nur Ady 6years old current.
3rd Nur Azlin
4th Nur Anis

From my brothers
Hafiz- Kuning
Hafiz- Noreen
Hafiz- Mrs Fazley
Nuh Fadli- Fazdley 5-6years current
Father- Mrs Ady

This is my lovebird pet family tree
Nur Ais the most fun loving elder in the family. My mum really love him, everytime we called him, he will fly to us that was the trick i thought him. Also the most naughty one, which kept biting my ears for fun.

Nur Ady the most stubborn in the family yet, he only love me as i'm the only one in the family raise him. The trick i thought him was number counting and get ready to be kiss.

Nur Azlin the most tame and the smallest size. He has the sharpest beat, when it get frighten it will bite you till bleed. Nur Azlin is one of my favourite bcoz he is the smallest and like to be cuddle. Such a cute lovebird and adorable. Trick i thought him were get ready to be kiss and shit in the toilet before you go out.

Nur Anis was my 1st female lovebird i breed. She is the most lucky lovebird bcoz she got her own pic when was young. She have the same color and look like Nur Ais. Trick thought were playing marble, get ready to be kiss, "ELO"/"UP" jump on my finger. Nur Anis also love to bite tissue paper. Almost everything. As for female lovebird, this is their nature.

Nur Anis, i will always remember you just like your brothers..
Amin.. =)

1st day of attachment

2010-12-06T04:22:00.000-08:00

For the 1st day of attachment, i reach at 715am in the morning.. I'm soo early.. Report at 830am and i came 1hr early.. =D great bcoz im scared of the traffic..

There are too many china ppl in the company, the worst thing one of the safety lecture i had was one of the china lecturer.. Fuck, he was soo shit.. Ouh ya, there were only 5 student and the rest was old man workers. The china guy was presenting what to do n donts. He cant even speak a proper english and we all were laughing..
Damn, instead of drawer he said dawer/lawer.
Blue -Mue
Hairnet - Hanet
etc
And some of the word he cant even pronounce it properly after afew time, then he skip it.. -.-
My supervisor is on leave for 3weeks, so his asisstant is helping me now. And i had 1 week of nothing to do for the attachment he said.. =( Today is already sleepy day for me..

Nur Anis Lovebird

2010-12-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

Suddenly my lovebird pet Nur Anis is sick. I'm soo worried about her right now. Took her out from the cage, warming her and blowing warm to her as i hold her tight. Her tummy been big for more then 4months. The 1st egg didnt make it, and now looking at her make me so worry.

Please recover as soon as possible..
Love Faris

Hong Zhi Birthday Chalet

2010-12-04T08:44:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday Hong Zhi... Want to thanks Hong Zhi for buying hahal foods just for me. One the only muslim guy came. It always hard to get a muslim food for class chalet. Then later found a piece of Cocktail packet Pork. I was like what the fuck.. ok.. Only one packet. Like said, it is soo difficult to let them understand especially my fren from china. By right when any Not Halal food is put on the grill thats it, we cant use it.. =) Its ok, Hong Zhi tried his best. Thanks again for the food =)

Last Day Of School & Being A Student

2010-12-03T07:34:00.000-08:00

Yes, today was my last day of school and being a student. Early in the morning had to go to seminar at Suntec. After the long talk briefing, we had our lunch provided. The foods were really sooo sooo soooo nice... For the muslim, they had to serve us, to bad to the others sorry XD cool right? I ate 3 plate of food, especially the Rendang. The taste of the mutton, doesnt taste like one.

Back to school around 140pm.. We didnt make it for Firday prayers. Had my last look to my precious FYP computer, my table which i consider like my office and my new lab friends from different course. Thanks everyone though it just 3months knowing you all. All the best =)

Later i went to Dhoby Ghaut to play LAN with Hasiff and Shikin. Had fun playing Left4Dead 2. Though they supposed to kill the zombie, they end up shooting me-.- . i guess in real life i would be dead -.-

My FYP Lab. Featuring the 3D Lab. Block S540. Some error here, i'm from ECC electronic computer communication There are four sign, Toilet, Go to Friday Prayer/ Blk F Prayer, Lunch, Breaktime Some of the pictures taken in previous semester and this semester.. Hey thats me XD

Would like to thanks to Mr Gan for helping with my project and programming =) . Hey it is the last day of school yaw.. All the best, im feeling soo sad SERIOUSLY..Everytime i'm gonna leave school this is how i felt. People who close to me, will know how my brain work. I can remember them for the rest of my life even though they dont. Eg like almost all my kindergarden fren dont even know me except 3 of them XD

Ouh ya, next week is Stop Child Abuse week, and most of us have change our Facebook DP to their favorite old time cartoon. =) How about you?

Thats all for the update..
Assalammualaikum..
Smile Always Everyone

School life Update

2010-12-02T06:42:00.000-08:00

2nd last day of school. Felt soo down this few days, going to miss school. Going to miss being a student. =( Every year gonna feel the same thing .. I guess this is good bye all my friends. Nice knowing you all. Tonight was the last time make a visit to my kick boxing and yesterday was the last night i visited silat too. Seeing them training makes me feel soo bad as im going to leave them. Especially my kick boxing, leaving them in their not soo good condition. To juniors or seniors pleaze come back. Bring back your friends.

Today update, i saw my crush. Her lab is just opposite my lab S540. Every thursday she will end her calss at 6pm. Ok i thing im going to list down. After 2months noticing her =)

Monday ends at 11am
Tuesday start at 10am and ends at 12pm
Wednsday should be around 10am and should be end at night around 9pm?
Thursday ends at 6pm
Friday is her class off day as she is in Year 2

What i did today evening when she leave her lab, i showed a piece of paper, "Last Week of School". I'm pretty sure she looked at me not the piece of paper im holding. We were opposite lab and i think she cant really see what i wrote.. haha great of me. Told my lab friends that im gonna show that to her when she walked out, but even before she steps out i already stand far away from the window showing it. haha Faris is soo shy la.. Azmi and Yat kept saying out loud "Pergi Faris, Pergi!!" lol Azmi pulled me, i force myself sit down to my chair.. -.- .. This was what happened.. Faris Faris, im soo shy la. Azmi said to me, "die da pergi". Yat said, " da last day, besok da takde" .. Well it's true. =( I blew up my chances again and again.

If my destiny with her, we shall meet again Insyallah.. Amin. While going back home, saw Razinah taking the same bus as me. She asked me how's my crush? Wow, even she know about it. lol.. Faris Faris Faris super shy la. Then i told her almost everything and descript who she wear and look like.. Somehow she thinks she know i meant. Wow.. The only girl wear "tudung" in MIT course year 2. Great, she is her junior from madrasah. Cool, her name is Rabiatul if not wrong. To be confirm again. Insyallah, please let it be her. If it's her, i'm feeling destiny is soo near for me.. =D ok not shy.. Take Tau Malu.. -.- ..

While walking back home, i heard a jinggeling-ling bell sound from the side.. It getting louder and nearer. Saw a cat suddenly running from the side of the wall. Both me and the cat were shocked. I leave up my left leg, while the cat slide and falled down to the ground and quickly ran away from me. From far, she looked at me with his glowing eyes.. Scary.. XD haha

Was emoing on the way back, singing a song. Im soo going to miss looking at her and miss school. Pray for me guys.. Im going to attachment at Pasir Ris.. Amin..

Assalammualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabaraqatuh. Smile Always

Miss Buddy Penguin

Silat BBQ Event

2010-11-28T06:19:00.000-08:00

Let the pic do the talking XD.. All pic have been uploaded to Knight Gale Facebook ksss =) Assalammualaikum..
Buddy Fyra.. Miss u =) Plz update ur blog

Smile Always

The confession

2010-11-25T06:44:00.000-08:00

Today, all the things that been through outside my lab are all over =) .
Faezzah help me, well from the way she react i know that she was scared.
Ok i didnt get to know her, also i knew that she didnt reject me.
I can see from her face reaction, she never have this kind of exprience nor want to have a relationship at this time. " tak tak~~" "tak berani" she move afew step backwards slowly with her scared face reaction.. I was inside the lab and dont want to know what faezzah is doing when she talk to her till Hasiff pulled me & push me to the door. Thats where i saw her face.. Hey its ok. Im not going to eat you XD..

Well thanks for in my FYP lab & Hasiff & Faezzah for helping me. Ok all worried feeling want to know her and the shyness feeling is gone. Feel better right now. What i need is just the answer. =)

Time to get ready for attachment .. Bismillah.. Hopefully my attachment going to be easy amin. Please pray for me guys amin.

Tonight i went to see my kick boxing frens trained. Videoing their sparring moment to make another video of my cca =) I was deleting some of my pic when memory card full. That was when i saw my late little cousin pic in my camera. Arwahyarhamma Nur Fazlina. Al-Fateha. I miss your little cousin.

Smile Always
Wasalam

Few last thing to do in school

2010-11-24T08:55:00.000-08:00

1. Done, last day of donating blood in school before graduate
2. Came for the last time for silat & kick boxing training this year. Really sad that the people that who told me to come for silat training didnt came tonight yet i had fun tonight training. =) All the best guys.
3. Just one more thing to do, to get a girlfriend one more time as a student = Next week the whole week is formal week for me. So please anyone free or having break time, do come to my Open House "Open FYP Lab" at Blk S 540 ok.. There you can see me the last time in school & as a student. Insyallah if someone wants me to continue study, im willing to study as a student again.

I'm soo gonna miss being a student. 17years as a student life, im soo gonna cry seriously. =(
Im gonna miss my buddy from primary to college.
Fathul Nur Hakim "Primary"
Farhan Ramli "Secondary"
Arafat "Ite"
Ti "Poly"

Im soo gonna miss you all shit.. Im soo emo right now. =)
Thanks for being my buddy. Love you all.
Gosh thursday which is later 6pm, im soo gonna get help from my frens to get her number.
Pray for me.

Time now 1:04am..
Good Night Everyone..
Wish me luck..
Assalammualaikum.
Smile Always =)

Again Another Chance Gone!

2010-11-23T05:28:00.000-08:00

Another try, when were were waiting for her at lift like 15mins.. When i was abt to give up, and take the life to canteen then she appear. I was like suddenly out of breath. 2 step back from her. Damn. She went to toilet, so i decided to wait her at the lift door.. Not to worry i didnt wait for her at the toilet. And up she went to the other side w/o me or my frens noticing. Sian.. 3rd attempt fail.
Thanks to Hasiff which his mouth soo foul "masin" i almost vomit out of sudden. Yeah i almost did bcoz im sooo freaking shy & nervous while waiting for her..

12pm break, i was standing at the window lab of mine looking at her eyes from inside. SHE LOOK down.. And i freeze like 2nd seeing her walk away. 4th attempt fail. K fine laugh.. Last attempt on thursday. This time, i decided that i will need my frens to help me ask. I noe i wont b able to do it on my own. Guys who can help me to ask her number plz msg me asap k. Thxs Faezzah & Chloe.. See ya this thursday.. plz2..

Another chance gone

2010-11-22T04:04:00.000-08:00

Things happened again. The same thing, frm nyp level 5 walk to Mrt station i just blur myself again. i cudnt say it. Seeing her go away is so dissapointment.. i cudnt do it. Again when she turn and look back, my eyes just wont stick to her, instead i look away. I lost my confidence Fyra.. How? And Hasiff been laughing at me. Again she walked home with her friends, there were like 7-8 ppl. How can i do this? Why must be soo difficult.. Girls out there, be nice to me.. -.- Guys out ther who are pro & thick skin, lend me your power..!! tml is another day to try.. Pray for me Amin
Bismillah..

=)

Mac Ritchie Photography

2010-11-20T07:58:00.000-08:00

1. When to Mac Ritchie this time with Eda accompany me. It was heavily rain. I couldnt get lots of photos like i usually do. =(

2. Photography with Eda on Mac Rithcie

3. When back home, bought a present and later went out to my primary sch fren birthday. Happy Birthday Yahui..

http://sgn090608.blogspot.com/2009/12/091212-upper-seletar-mandai-orchid.html

Bugs always fascinate me.. and i found someone blog, his has alot of bug pic abt bugs. Im soo jealous rite now, bcos he is using canon micro lens which i want it too... its cool he almost knw all the bugs name. Also bugs tht i nvr seen b4, which freak me out too.. take a look guys =D I wnt to learn more frm him =) I think i should make anew blog just for bugs? instead uploading in facebook? what do you think?? That will make a total of 5 blogs ? haha

Take Care Everyone
Smile Always

Last Day of training

2010-11-18T07:17:00.000-08:00

I posted 1week before that this week gonna be my last week of training, and i did. Tonight is my last night of training for Kick Boxing =). Although im kinda disappointed, which i want to see everyone back before i go. =) Things just dont turn up what i wanted sometimes. =) Just for 1 night. =] Ok Ais cool..

Next, today i asked helped from Hasiff, Shikin & Akmal to take this tudung girl number. They wont help me, Shikin forced me to ask for myself. If i were to ask her number, this is going to be my 2nd time doing it. And i didnt. For NYP to MRT i just walked behind her waiting for the right time, which i blew it again and again and again. What!! Its true i never changed when come to this. This fear, this shyness just making me weak. Weakling. Im soooo disappointed with myself. Im left with 2more wks to go before im off from sch. Im sooooo sad right now. Really sad. Behind the smile tonight, my heart keep disturbing me. My mind keep flashing her image, when she turn back. Her eyes. Yes, this time for the 1st time her eye is different from any other girls i met. Sorry to the previous chubby girl, im soo not interested to them anymore. Right now how i wish i can redo this and ask her.
Faris soo weak when doing this. I need some PRO to teach me. Its true that i cant depend on my friends to help me in the future. Thats remind me of my old QUOTE" If You Shy You Lose". Today it just happened to me again for the 2nd time. Im sooo sooo sooo disappointed with myself. I cant get over it. Ya Allah berilah kekuatan dalam perkare seperti ini. If things were much easier, i can easily asked a number for my friend, but not for me. Idiot! =S

Smile Always
Btw thanks again to those who came tonight.
I appreciate it so much.
Assalammualaikum

Al-Fatihah kepada Shamrin Fotograf

2010-11-13T20:50:00.000-08:00

Al-Fatihah kepada arwah Shamrin yg baru di kebumikn tadi. =( baru last 2weeks changed my blog song to 80-90's rock.. Sudah dia pergi meninggalkan rakan3 dan keluarge. Semoga roh Shamrin di tempatkan di golongan orang beriman. Amin

This last 2weeks also i'hv been singing this same song again and again. Hasiff is the guy with me when i kept singing this song everyday when going to Zohor prayers from NYP blk S and blk F. =( Hati ini tetap 80-90's Rock \m/ always.. Assalammualaikum

Mac Ritchie Photography

2010-11-13T01:13:00.001-08:00

Todays im soo exausted =D but i had fun alone again to Mac Ritchie. Yeah alone again =). Supposed to reach there by 740am.. End up i delay my time with facebook early in the morning.. Then i missed my sunrise. Reached at 830am sharp.
The best thing happened today early in the morning while taking this huge beetle piture, this arrowana from no where jump & ate the beetle before i could take it... The most coolest photography adventure ever.. If i could video it. =S This time i went all the way to the end of the bridge. I forgot to bring my water bottle again end up tired myself again. My goal was to take pic of snake as i read it last 13days ago on the signboard that snake will come out to warm up it body temperature. =(.. I notice something. That early in the morning there will be alot of Dragonfly & Damselfly. Monkey will be sleeping so i only found them ard 1040am-11 plus.. MonitorLizard also needs to warm up their body, and i found 2 of them at different place. 1130am-1245am depends from which place they stay. Wow im soo tired right now. =) Will be editing my video soon which i found it kinda suxky..
The rest of the pic, have been uploaded too Knight Gale acct.

Assalammualaikum. Smile Always

The Love Story

2010-11-12T15:12:00.000-08:00

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Important of motherhood

2010-11-12T04:01:00.000-08:00

Important of motherhood

Past Few Days Ago

2010-11-09T05:51:00.001-08:00

1) i did something terribly wrong to someone
2) im left with afew more things to do for my Final Year Project "FYP" and i'm off to attachment which not confirm yet. Insyallah. Please near my place and Please not soo far. Alhamdullilah FYP doing great. Thanks to my wonderful teacher who help me alot & also to the great project i got. Unity3D gaming. Almost there and pray for me that i can finish it like what i want it to be Amin
3) Ibu cried yesterday night webcaming with my brother at Mesir. =)
4) I really want to go for another Mac Ricthie photography, this time i want people to accompany me. It is a great place to explore.
5) Last 3 more training to go in 3weeks time before im off frm school. So please make my training the best guys. Dont forget to bring your passport photo ok. I want to paste it on the Club room and suprise you all soon =)

Assalammualaikum.

"I never used to smile the way i am now because of you."

Mac Ritchie Photography

2010-10-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

Went to Mac Ritchie alone for an adventure. Being alone in the imaginary jungle (n_n) makes me like a National Geographic. The most value self adventure. With the wild. All the pictures were uploaded in Knight Gale acct. Its was a rainy day but make it tru.. :)

Smile Always Feyra

Just The Way You Are

2010-10-25T09:49:00.000-07:00

Youtube Description
"Edited & Dedicated Only To Nurzafirah..
To show that how much i love her..
Although we are just friends as she wishes right girlfeeee =)
Smile Always.."

Finally, i'm done with this video. To show you how much you mean to me in our friendship. What ever people says about you, only you know the truth. Only your closest buddy know you well. =) Tonight after watching this video i made, this feeling came back to me.. Hey I missed you.. (n_n) .... The only thing i wish, that you'll _______ as soon as possible.. Amin Insyallah.. Because i believe in miracle.. =)
Hope you like the video..

Remember Fyra, "Smile Always"

Dream of Fyra

2010-10-23T21:34:00.001-07:00

Finally i dreamt about you this morning Fyra. This dream about you running away from your guy. I'm not sure why, it just a dream. " You were sitting alone crying. I walked to you trying my best to cheer you up and asking why?. You hug me, my hands finally got to hug you. Then you started to look around worrying if theres a spy camera from your guy. You looked so scared in my dreams. You reached my hand and bring me to other place. From your eyes Fyra, i can see that you were really hurt." I wish i'm always there for you. This few weeks, i felt that you avoiding me. We are drifting far away. This feeling of letting you alone everynight make me guilty. In anyway you want me, please mgs me or reply my msg back. Everyday i checked your blog Fyra. Its still the same.

The last time i dreamt about you was the last time you scold me.. 30 Oct 2009.. Almost 1 year already i didnt dream about you =).. I guess this time i'm too worried about you that i dream about you crying.. Just wanna say that all your friends care for you.. Me too...
Assalammualaikom Fyra..

TP NYP

2010-10-23T06:46:00.000-07:00

Silat Temasek Poly vs Silat Nanyang Poly friendly match.
8:08am..
Reached Bedok, accompany Diah study her O level.
12:08pm
Reached NYP, snap lots of pic but decided to upload just afew in FB. Todays match, from what i can see Faez is getting much better.. Proud of him. Congrats =D..
5:48pm
Reached Punggol Park, bcoz someone rejected my next model album.. Aiyo sad pe haha its ok la.. I guess me & Rif will b going w/o model at Jurong Bird park.. K, emoing in Punggol Park. In the same time snap for bugs pic.. =) The haze was bad even though it rain in Punggol Park
6:48pm
Reached home sweet home

To Feyra, you know me right..? =) Why its soo hard to contact you. Avoiding wont solve the problem. If i can help, insyallah i will..
Tonight in msn, everyone is sooooooo annoying... can even concentrate to edit my pic.. Really!!! tsk....

Smile Always =)
Assalammualaikom Warrahmatullahiwabaraqatuh..
Take Care Always.

Nature Disaster

2010-10-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

Nature disaster. The world is sick because of irresponsible human being. Today early in the morning, told my friend hasiff that the auditorium had an eartquake making some part of the ground shattered. Then while going back home, the afternoon weather was bad, haze. Yes, first was earthquake followed by haze. I'm not sure about the earthquake but from the look its like an earthquake and the haze it is comfirm by me. By my own eyes. Lets pray hard together that we are safe from this disaster no matter where we are Amin =)

To buddy, love one Feyra plz dont avoid me.
Take Care Always.
Smile Always =)
Wasalam.

Tonight new quote of mine " Learn from the master not the imposter "

Engagement Event Photoshooting

2010-10-17T06:31:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, everything goes well today. It is my FIRST time becoming a photographer for such event. I was sooo nervous, i was the only guy in a room with girlS, and i was the soo shy dont know what to talk at the beginning. Well time pass, everything go smoothly. Well like i said, im not a real photographer and good in taking someone pictures. I'm more to wild life nature. Well ahaaaakkkk.. I did it. Im 50% proud of myself overcoming my fear heeee. Congrats bro & Happy Birthday =D...
Pictures will not be upload here & facebook. =)

New Blog Template

2010-10-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

1.=) Finally im done with my blog template.. I rather it to look simple. =)
2.=) Finally i just blog on my another blog call PumpkinCherishPenguin. Everything about my lovely one Feyra
3.=) Thanks Huril, your latest post reminds me of something special i used to have. DREAMS.. The special dreams of someone. Its been awhile i didnt dream about you Penguin. I have know idea what happened to me lately. Not even a simple dream i can remember in the morning when i wake up. I wish you could turn up in my dream again like you use to buddy..

Ok thats all for tonight. Dont forget, i just update my blog song too ya.. So do check it out too..

Smile Always & Take Care Always
Wasalam.

10 10 10

2010-10-09T23:30:00.000-07:00

Right now is 231pm..
i already blew it like any other day..
(:S) chat w her on fb chat box. Like always i dont really know how to start, we are not that close.. Heart pumping soo fast till all the question i ask was totally ramdom. Random.. ( :'( ) How sad can i be. LOL.. Feel like deactivating my accout for temporary.. Now what should i do next. What question should i ask next while she is still online... Seriously i keep saying myself mangkuk "bowl" for losing my guards.. Keep saying to myself other day.. Faris~Faris such a coward.. =D bzzzzz

Latest Update.. 12:03am..
She finally online at 1130pm plus.. i chat w her again.. Copy & Paste soo read k.. My heart was pumping at the same time while chatting w her. Huril was advising me to relax in msn.. haha thxs Huril.. Im not concentrating.. bzzz...

Good Night ***.. :):)
[***]
11:49pm
goodnight.
[You]
11:49pm
:D:D
[***]
11:49pm
wait,befre ya go,found a gf yet?
HAHAHA.
[You]
11:49pm
haha..
nope..
[***]
11:49pm
ahhh i see.better luck next time!
[You]
11:49pm
hee
[***]
11:50pm
:D:D
[You]
11:50pm
i wasnt trying my best
[***]
11:50pm
there;s still 11/11/2011.
so no worries.
[You]
11:50pm
haha.. to tell the truth.. i was trying.. but i cant..
[***]
11:51pm
try harder then.
but must see what kind of girl she is first luh.
[You]
11:51pm
haha.. ***.. jgn marah.. tadi ptg.. i want to tell u.. im scared .. its u
[***]
11:52pm
huh tell me what?
[You]
11:52pm
haa ntg.. =D=D
[***]
11:52pm
huhhh. just say lah alamak.
[You]
11:53pm
haha.. errr
ok.. bismillah
=D=D

tuuuuuut... everyting gone.. She offline... Ok.. this is wht happened.. Now 12:08am..
Wasalam ..
Smile Always.. Mr Cool aint giving up, he is cooling down in process..
sedih pe.. haha

Punggol Park

2010-10-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

=) Today i went to Punggol Park around 6pm. I was waiting for this chance to take pic in the evening.. Finally, Punggol Park Sunset pic.. and yes i was amaze with the evening nature.. There were alot of birds flying back home.. Resting at one tree chatting w each other and flew off grp by grp.. I love Nature .. I LOVE ANIMALS!!! wow!! haha, ppl were looking at me.. and i felt soo not comfortable when they looked at me taking pic alone.. LOL... Well this is some of the pic.. The rest at FB aite.. Ouh ya, Qis thxs chatting w me.. Appreciate it.. Wasalam.. Smile Always.

Karena Kwn2 Silat Ku Berhari Raya 2010

2010-09-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

2010 Silat Raya is back.. Let the picture tell the story.. I had fun yesterday.. =) Thanks everyone.. Eid Mubarak. Salam Maaf Zahir Batin to you all.. =) And thanks too Penguin allowing me to call her.. =) Please Take Care..

2009 Silat Raya

Soo Huril how is the picture? Can can? haha Happy la budak ni.. Jangan kembang k..

Ain't she soo "Jambu" haha pretty.. Lawa kan.. This is the girl i used to blog in, my old post.. The girl who Smile then later look away at the beginning.. Remember i asked her a qs "Asl senyum je" and she replied "abeh nk nangis?" haha that was the hilarious part.. Anyway She got the sweet smile kan kan akn =D... Syafiqah if u reading this make sure u keep smiling k.. =D And i will take alot of your pics.. =) Here are my silat friends. Silat Photographer Yusoff & Raudhah.. They are the one who taught me almost everything i need to know in photography.. Thanks guys.

Well this is my ex-classmate from Xinmin primary school. We are in the same silat team =D Hakkim Latiff & Hafiz Ismail..

Pictures have been uploaded in Knight Gale Account

Smile Always..

Wassalam

Love Story Heart Broken

2010-09-19T09:24:00.000-07:00

NurAdy
Nur Anis
Fazley

The story of a heart broken "LoveBird Parrot".
One day, Nur Ady decided to fly away from home to find a mate.

From day and night he fly from country to country, climbing from one mountain to aother just to find a mate. Till one fine day while flying Nur Ady saw a female LoveBird on the ground. This is Nur Ady chance, he decided to stop to say hi. The female LoveBird name Nur Anis. Nur Ady have fall in love with her. Nur Ady shows his male-ness dance to attract Nur Anis. Too bad, she wasnt interested at all. Nur Anis told him that she has someone else. Nur Ady wont give up and still tries his best to attract her. Later came Nur Anis's mate landing on the branches. His name Fazley. Fazley flew to Nur Anis quickly as soon he saw Nur Ady. Nur Anis said to Nur Ady sorry i have someone else. Nur Ady looked disappointed at that moment of time. Fazley walked close to Nur Anis and start rubbing his beak to her. Trying to make Nur Ady jealous. Then later kiss her. Nur Ady was heart broken for the 1st time in his life after a long journey to find a soul mate. He now realise that she was not meant to be his. Seeing them together make Nur Ady heart broken to piece. Nur Ady looked at them soo happy together, the love and careness. Nur Ady didnt realised that it was irritating to Nur Anis. Nur Anis shouted why is he staring at them and still here? Nur Ady was shocked. Fazley walked forward and did the same thing. Shouted at Nur Ady to go away. Nur Ady feel sad. Before he fly away from here, he said something to them. Take Care & Smile Always.
It's a long journey and fate that he his 1st love was a heart broken one. He tried his best after all. So he flew away and never to be seen again.

The End

Finally got to update my Love Story Blog after a very long time..

Bosson Week

2010-09-17T06:08:00.001-07:00

FYP 830am to 6pm. Only during cca i will extend my time till 9pm just for my beloved cca =).. We senior are officially graduated from Kick Boxing. Now new committee will take over us.. All the best guys..

1 week of Bosson songs during my FYP. While i'm bored during FYP i will kept playing afew song like

We Will Meet Again
&
I Dont Want TO Say GoodBye

How much i love this song, i how you should know this feeling.
Listen, close your eyes and open your heart and understand this lyric and its meaning.
I'm sure everyone will understand me..
=)

Smile Always..
Pumpkin

Edited..
Feyra finally upload her old picS.. And im loving every each of her picS.. This was the time when love begins. The day i went DARING, so daring + plus shyness in me.
The day i 1st met her with Yellow "Cap, Pe T-shirt & Ear Ring.. Feyra look cute with her Yellow Headband.. I told some of my fren, a girl with headband will have the special girly aura.. Love it.. Nice Lawa Pretty!!!!!! Like Cinderella!!!Feyra with her famous Yellow Ear Ring "Zipper":D

5th day of Raya

2010-09-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

Way back from sch, donated to this handicap person on wheel chair outsite NYP! Told him to keep the change and i smile. The way his reaction & saying Terima Kasih gave me an impact. Sad feeling again.. Faris this year getting soo soft really2 soft, i felt sorry for those poor ppl. Especially the old blind man. The feeling of sadness & happiness together makes me like a new person.

Then later when to raye at my Nenek Mengaji, she is too old and weak. Cant recongize us.. =( the way she talk to us softly makes me realize she is getting weaker. i hold my tears.. She been teaching us Recite Al-Quran/ Mengaji Al-Qu'ran since i was 5 & my brother 3. Still rmbr we got scold for being naughty. I stop mengaji with her when i was sec4 when she got sick tht day. There she stop her teaching.. Semoge ape yg nenek ajar kami akan kekal buat selame nye Amin. Although i know my recite is still never up to your standard i will improve.. Semoge pahale yg nenek dapat bergitu bnyk =)

FYP

2010-09-13T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day of NYP.. 2 school combine. From "ECC"Electronic Computer Communication Engineering to Wafer Specialization to "ICG" Internet Solution Group ... Wow.. this time my new class is made up of 98% of MIT student 2% of ECC student. My project for FYP is Unity 3D animation.. (-_-) seriously NO LINK.. Anyway i love design & drawing i'm willing to learn and pray and hope that i will pass this FYP greatly Insya'allah amin...

The whole day in school been going to toilet, cold even though i brought my jacket. haizzzz independent day i guess this semester..

Later, when to check the club room its a mess. Due too air con not switch off the last thursday training.. Luckily i think silat ppl have switch it off when i came back with the key.. I guess someone now more to silat then kick boxing training huhh.. Never mind, its ok babe..

Well, tonight is my 1st night of training after soo long resting. Flatted/Pancet...!! To juniors please come back for training, training have resume since last week.. ehhh btul ke english aku ni? anyone did i use the correct english? haha tsk.. ok

Well Ranie have decided to hand over to the new club president. Well guess who?? Well you all will know it soon.. Anyway Lavoy sorry, Ranie have demoted you. That include to some of the committee member who had never been coming also.. Soo as the V.president, i wish the next badge will do better then us. Dont be like our badge which died soo long ago. =)

See you all on the next training. All the best. Take Care
Smile Always.. =)

Ohh wait.. Feyra!! Please take care and take your med k =)

2010 Raya

2010-09-10T08:57:00.001-07:00

Eid Mubarak, Salam Maaf Zahir Batin too everyone in month of Syawal. Selamat Hari Raya. To everyone that i know, please forgive me in & on anything that i had done with or without noticing. Especially my love one Penguin. =) Please tak care of your health. Remember i always care for you.

Day 1 raya.. New family member in the house.. =D Babies.. =) Nothing much to update picture tell the story. All Raya picuture will be uploaded in my 6th Fabebook account Ikto Hibuki.

Day 2 raya.. Took a cap, me and my family thought the taxi driver was a chinese, he kept saying finding money in halal way and till he said Alhamdulillah. I was like shock! Then i looked at his Taxi ID, he is Chinese muslim.. Wow, the way he told his story touch me. He bet my dad that our destination taxi charge meter will be $15, if more we dont need to pay if less its our rezeki. Before we almost reached to our destination, he stop the charge meter bcos its reached $15.. So we dont need to pay him.. Wow.. Im touch. = ) well my dad gave him $20 saying its ok its your rezeki now = ) im loving this feeling you know.. A lesson to me too. Im touch, too that old blind man at YCK mrt station i will give you more the next time i see you Insyallah =)

Updated.. So finally after so long my brother went to his senior house with his fren to get internet.. Now can webcam.. :D